• Welcome Guest

    Forum Guidelines Bluelight Rules
    Fun 💃 Threads Overdosed? Click
    D R U G   C U L T U R E
  • DC Moderators: ghostfreak | VerbalTruist

🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

After a heavy birthday party of my Chilean friend in Amsterdam drinking way too much cola de mono, I decided to go see what was left of the Netherbears and drank some Absolut Vodka Vanilla and several Grolsch. After the bar closed I went to the first of two cruise bars, where the barman there has known me for at least 15 years (and my late boyfriend even longer) cruising I drank Red Bull vodka and continued doing so in the next cruise bar where not much came of having more sex as Little Chaurus was as good as knocked out from all the booze. Then I rode home through the mist several hours screaming 'prostitute!'* about a lady I haven't seen in twenty years, but about whom I keep screaming like in the trailer of a cheap seventies movie. When I got home (my Mom 's house. I'm 48) my mother was already awake and I asked her not to make me breakfast the way she always does (but she had made me tea already) when I got in bed I took two Pyrazolam and two PreP-pills and slept for about 24 hours. I've been taking the PreP once a day/night.

I think I might still not be wholly recovered.

*) I don't think it's fair at all, but I keep doing it.
Any particular reason for taking the PreP pills nightly instead of getting the injection? Just wondering.
 
Any particular reason for taking the PreP pills nightly instead of getting the injection? Just wondering.
AFAIK, the injection is not presently available in The Netherlands.

It is true that you are supposed to take them before and not after the sex, but my sex -although partially unsafe- wasn't that high risk.
 
Last edited:
So last night I had
10 mg Diazepam
15 mg Mirtazapin
30 mg dxm
And the usual nic vape.
I slept well, but woke up with my neck even stiffer and more painful than yesterday.
Can anyone here explain this strange reaction? Do muscle relaxers lead to sleeping in bad positions so you mess up your spinal balance even more? Cause then that would mean I should keep the Diazepam for the day only...
 
2 x Grey Heisenburg XTC pills they vary a bit in strength but anecdotally I think that they were sbout 120mg each).

6/7 x Beers (between 5% and 7.2%) and counting....

I immediately threw up on the come up on the 2nd pill.

I never thought I'd say this, but I'm a bit uncomfortable with the ease of access for me to these lovely little pills. I bought way more than I usually would at a dramatically lower price (without price, but I know effectively 3x cheaper).

I'm in a small town and really good MDMA doesn't show up often; so I took advantage. I think It's a very clean roll, high quality presses. I've probably got enough to last me 2-3 years if I roll quite often, probably.

MDMA is the bees knees, not only does it please me, but eases the pain of my PTSD see?
 
Last edited:
So last night I had
10 mg Diazepam
15 mg Mirtazapin
30 mg dxm
And the usual nic vape.
I slept well, but woke up with my neck even stiffer and more painful than yesterday.
Can anyone here explain this strange reaction? Do muscle relaxers lead to sleeping in bad positions so you mess up your spinal balance even more? Cause then that would mean I should keep the Diazepam for the day only...
Muscle relaxants and benzos can do that. Certainly I have had it happen before. Yeouch!
 
2 x Grey Heisenburg XTC pills they vary a bit in strength but anecdotally I think that they were sbout 120mg each).

6/7 x Beers (between 5% and 7.2%) and counting....

I immediately threw up on the come up on the 2nd pill.

I never thought I'd say this, but I'm a bit uncomfortable with the ease of access for me to these lovely little pills. I bought way more than I usually would at a dramatically lower price (without price, but I know effectively 3x cheaper).

I'm in a small town and really good MDMA doesn't show up often; so I took advantage. I think It's a very clean roll, high quality presses. I've probably got enough to last me 2-3 years if I roll quite often, probably.

MDMA is the bees knees, not only does it please me, but eases the pain of my PTSD see?
Been wanting MDMA for ageeeeeeees but it’s just not easy round here. Me and my GF know if we even find a source it’s spending £50+ on test kits to potentially get some ass stuff
 
So last night I had
10 mg Diazepam
15 mg Mirtazapin
30 mg dxm
And the usual nic vape.
I slept well, but woke up with my neck even stiffer and more painful than yesterday.
Can anyone here explain this strange reaction? Do muscle relaxers lead to sleeping in bad positions so you mess up your spinal balance even more? Cause then that would mean I should keep the Diazepam for the day only...
Probably sleeping in a weird position and not realizing it, thus awakening with greater pain. I do that a lot when I take a big ass scoop of red kratom with a heavy benzo before bed.
 
Small scoop of red kratom
1.5mg etizolam
1mg alprazolam

Slept okay till about 5 hours post dosage. Usually the alpraz holds it out another hour or two but I guess my kratom taper has left me restless. And my honeymoon with etizolam ended about 7 years ago lol. Now instead of a full night's sleep it usually knocks me out for about 4 hours then I wake up and have to toss and turn or add some alpraz to get back asleep.
 
6 grams of taurine
3 grams Magnesium Threonate
100mg passionflower, valerian, hops
One teaspoon of coffee
100g of 85% dark chocolate
Lemon Full Spectrum Terpene Mix+ Mystery Skunk
One Decaff Early Gray
 
Small scoop of red kratom
1.5mg etizolam
1mg alprazolam

Slept okay till about 5 hours post dosage. Usually the alpraz holds it out another hour or two but I guess my kratom taper has left me restless. And my honeymoon with etizolam ended about 7 years ago lol. Now instead of a full night's sleep it usually knocks me out for about 4 hours then I wake up and have to toss and turn or add some alpraz to get back asleep.
Hey, at least you can find etizolam! I didn't even think it still existed.

OT: Just smoked a couple hits of meth and popped 600 mg gabapentin. Going to take the doggo on a walk and then take it easy for the night,probably do some writing or work on, well, work. Hope everyone is kicking off the weekend in a safe and enjoyable manner!
 
Hey, at least you can find etizolam! I didn't even think it still existed.
Heh, it’s a pretty old stash. I bought ten grams about 5 years back and I just make a solution of 75mg every few months and save it for times I really need sleep. Probably have 8 or so grams left and wouldn’t be rid of that for anything.

Best “benzo” I ever had. Very little WDs. Got lots of other benzos but usually don’t touch them because they jack up my tolerance like nothing else.


Tonight a small scoop of red kratom, had lots of vodka tonight. About to take 1mg Alpraz and probably 2mg Etiz.
 
Spent some time reading through past pages of this thread, for some reason looking at the dates on the posts brought back a lot of memories. Seems I felt a lot worse than I remembered in december - january

But anyways today has been a good day, made some Taro Sago, went for a walk, studied a bit, played Persona 1 on an emulator.

Also that nicotine break didnt last long hehe
So as far as nightly fix goes… 10mg nicotine I guess, slightly envying your stacks but also thankful my brain is free from some of those chemical fires you guys are putting yourselves through…
Think ill make some tiramisu tomorrow…
Goodnight friends ❤️
 
Still felt the Trams, so had:
Nic patch & vape
30 mg Mirtazapin
Weed vaped
Interesting combination! I had some wild CEV for maybe 30 minutes?!
Will definitely repeat 😁
 
Top