🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

[Psychonauticunt]

Some esketamine. 50mg injected -> K-hole.

 

[PtahTek]

Gabapentin
Bnz
Clonidine
Puffs

 

[Sp4rky]

Ughh almost a week of feeling sick, like 40 degree fever damnit.

- line of K
- few hits of vaped weed

Finally got my nose unclogged enough to snort smt again, past few days have been misery, chronic pain is being a bitch too and all I can think about is wanting opioids, or a nice day to myself on some speed.

Uhh yes K hitting me, going on a little space trip, some peace for a little, gn fellow bluelighters, hope y’all are having a nice evening

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Been feeling like dying yesterday thanks to some stomach bug... Which stops me from even wanting any H or higher dose opioid since it makes the nausea unbearable. It's not over yet so I'm limited effectively. Just staying out of WD w Tilidin and Tram + the usual boosters and really feeling like stopping for good... Maybe I caused enough damage already...

 

[Loquacious]

Wow 3-HO-PCP, havent heard about that one in a while
Used to be one of my favorite drugs for the short time that it was available to me

Vendor had a 50% sale, got me some 3-meo-pce, 3-ho-pcp, dck, 2-fdck and o-pce.
Sadly the dmxe was sold out otherwise it would be just dmxe and 3-meo-pce probably.
Loved vaping dmxe. 3-meo-pce too btw, 20mg on a foilie.
i have some 3-me-pcp somewhere.

3-meo-pce was my favourite. Vaping o-pce is dope too. Short but intense mania.

What made it so special for you? Especially comparing to other dissos i dont have a mg scale atm so im taking it easy.

 

[Sp4rky]

Kinda ehh day, winding down now with some downers, feeling pretty nice rn

- 20mg diazepam oral
- 2 bumps of K
- bunch of vaped weed

Staying up way too late, dreading tomorrow, have 2 birthday parties but neither are really my vibe and Idk I just want to get fucked but both parties are mostly minors just getting into alchohol and alchohol is the only fucking drug I really dislike, so idk

uhhh yes trouble typing, but hope y’all have a good evening/night

 

[TheLightBringer]

Vendor had a 50% sale, got me some 3-meo-pce, 3-ho-pcp, dck, 2-fdck and o-pce.
Sadly the dmxe was sold out otherwise it would be just dmxe and 3-meo-pce probably.
Loved vaping dmxe. 3-meo-pce too btw, 20mg on a foilie.
i have some 3-me-pcp somewhere.

3-meo-pce was my favourite. Vaping o-pce is dope too. Short but intense mania.

What made it so special for you? Especially comparing to other dissos i dont have a mg scale atm so im taking it easy.

I might be looking at it through rose tinted glasses since it was the first RC Disso I did, but to me it was just a very chilled out warm disso with neutral stimulation if that makes sense. It was more stimulating than the ketamine family but nowhere close to 3-MeO levels of stimulation

Very pleasant and euphoric, still different enough from its 3-MeO sibling. I found 3-HO to be easier to hole on than 3-MeO with more visuals and a better, warmer, comfier body high. 3-MeO mania can be more ”fun” though

 

[Sp4rky]

Winding down after going through at least half a g of speed today. Fucking sucked, was supposed to be a productive fun day with the house to myself, but family got home way earlier, so spend entire day being paranoid, then a weird birthday party where some guy started saying nazi shit and a fight broke out.

So tired man. Begging for sleep without having to use more valium, but have low hopes.

- 1.5 joints, amnesia haze I think
- 2 CBD + melatonin under the tongue tablet (idk the proper word sorry)

Man the paranoia part of stim abuse is getting to my ass and it sucks because the fears are real, one wrong move and my family finds my shit or something and that would be the fucking end of me.

Sorry for rant, hoping tomorrow will be better, but I’m anxious about it, as I’ll be hanging out with someone from uni for the first time and I seriously can’t fuck this up, I really want at least one person at uni I can feel comfortable around I suppose

Hope y’all are having a good evening

 

[PtahTek]

Not sure how much nut bnz and d8 gummy few puffs of THC vape fuck all imma do more bnz and knock out Dr a while...I think maybe around harassing mfs. Lols

 

[paranoid android]

15mg's of Zopiclone
Some pink kush

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Still sick here... Yesterday was a highlight of misery. So at night I had just a tiny shot. As in "can it really make anything worse?"
I felt it, so it wasn't underdosed, but there was no way to enjoy while feeling sick af. Took like 30 minutes trying to force myself to eat a piece of bread and one scrambled egg without returning it immediately...

So I reached one of my goals very unexpectedly: I can have the stuff ready and walk away without the least desire. Whoo yeah!

 

[PtahTek]

Still sick here

plz get well soon.
you are going through wd symptoms?
sorry if i missed the mark....

on another note:
wth did ya find this?

i been lookin for it forever. maybe overlooked must've. thanks. it is dear to me for reasons unreasonable. ha

your last statement indicates joy in gaining the upper hand at something or someone. happy for you.

 

[Gridlink]

Tonight is a standard evening, by which I mean a debauched bacchanal.

I did some...
Fentanyl
Methamphetamine
Gabapentin

And after that I was feeling saucy so I decided to take a bit of DMT. Blasted off, spoke with the machine elves, the standard fun time.

Right bow I am feeling the gabapentin hard. I feel like dancing in the sudden rain storm that popped up. Gabapentin makes movement feel great, even if i am swimming through pudding right now. Anyone else get those effects?

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

plz get well soon.
you are going through wd symptoms?
sorry if i missed the mark....

Thanks man, I mentioned it once at the top of the page, but no details. I didn't eat much in the last two weeks plus, cause I felt nauseous so often. Blamed it on the H and probably was at the beginning but even though I stopped it it got worse. Stomach pain and nausea, can't eat properly, then the hunger makes the pain and nausea worse - and so on. I couldn't even vape much cause it aggravated the whole thing...

on another note:
wth did ya find this?

i been lookin for it forever. maybe overlooked must've. thanks. it is dear to me for reasons unreasonable. ha

Oh. There I was, going on about how to open the smiley section, then I didn't see it anymore either! . I have no idea why it loaded when I wrote that post and why it didn't just now but I found it after all. It's in the
"Old School" section, right there where you see the empty blue square:

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your last statement indicates joy in gaining the upper hand at something or someone. happy for you.

Oh, I've been speaking in riddles . What I meant was that I was wishing I could just have some H in the cupboard and keep it for special occasions, instead of keeping using it til it's gone- which so far I couldn't ... .
Thanks to the last days/weeks in pain yesterday morning I honestly felt like running away when I saw my leftovers in the syringe (unused second dose)... So yeah. Goal achieved. Not exactly as planned tho

 

[KurtAurelius]

400mg Theanine
2,400mg Taurine
2,500mg Agmatine
Full spectrum CBD/CBG Hash with CBD shake and a dusting of THC

And repeated use of the “death stick” 20mg Vape

 

[paranoid android]

3mg bromazepam
150mg's of testosterone

 

[Gridlink]

Thanks man, I mentioned it once at the top of the page, but no details. I didn't eat much in the last two weeks plus, cause I felt nauseous so often. Blamed it on the H and probably was at the beginning but even though I stopped it it got worse. Stomach pain and nausea, can't eat properly, then the hunger makes the pain and nausea worse - and so on. I couldn't even vape much cause it aggravated the whole thing...

Have you tried taking odansetron? It is the best thing for nausea and stomach pain IMO. Plus it is made as a dissolvable lozenge so you can absorb it under your tongue instead of swallowing it! Short of that diphenhydramine is actually great for nausea too.

Tonight I am taking it easy, so to speak. Just smoking some fentanyl and methamphetamine together. Been taking the bus to Gabapentin City too often and I gotta get my tolerance down before Thanksgiving so that I can do some before dinner and faceplant into the stuffing again, like I did last year. At least now all my relatives know exactly where I stand on drug use, haha. As if my perpetually unfocused eyes and collection of plastic baggies weren't already a dead giveaway...

 

[Mushoku_Sensei]

Have you tried taking odansetron? It is the best thing for nausea and stomach pain IMO. Plus it is made as a dissolvable lozenge so you can absorb it under your tongue instead of swallowing it! Short of that diphenhydramine is actually great for nausea too.

Ondansetron is a prescription drug here and it's something like "chemo patients only", so actually near impossible to get... I take dph frequently, so maybe it doesn't do all that much now. Anyway I'm a little better... Forced sobriety and spiralling mentally made me face reality very painfully... I hope I did the right thing really
It's truly amazing how long I could close my eyes and let things get this bad...

Tonight I am taking it easy, so to speak. Just smoking some fentanyl and methamphetamine together. Been taking the bus to Gabapentin City too often and I gotta get my tolerance down before Thanksgiving so that I can do some before dinner and faceplant into the stuffing again, like I did last year. At least now all my relatives know exactly where I stand on drug use, haha. As if my perpetually unfocused eyes and collection of plastic baggies weren't already a dead giveaway...

I don't know what is your reason for using drugs the way you do... Or what is your age, but it's going for a while obviously... Has your family never noticed? I don't want to dig into your privacy too much but I really hope you don't wake up one day and have to face a disaster much bigger than what made you start,.. Many of us are paying a high price for the habit ... But that you certainly know. Just saying.
How was Thanksgiving?

 

[PtahTek]

300mg gabapentin
.4ng bnz
.1mg clonidine
half a pre-roll thc (not sure of what synth it is its written on label but cant be bothered to read it)
2g kratom

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Yoooo it's fuckin' Saturday. I'm liking this new schedule/job so far, I'm fucking done and home by noon.

I'm chilling with my PJ's on, just finished a fat joint of Pink Lemonade. Staggering gabapentin until I feel like it, and finishing my second Pepsi and vodka. More to come. Also a little later, methadone round two and some clonidine, much more herb too.

And a good time was had by all. (P.s. ur a cunt)