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Last night the fatigue I had turned into being wide awake the moment I went to bed - despite cannabis oil, 25 mg Tramadol (yeah kicked my pride and weighed it 🙄), and 20 mg K, gave up around midnight and redosed the oil + 40 mg K and am basically still awake (almost 2 pm)... I definitely regretted that I put away the Bromazepam but at least I am awake still and active even without caffeine 😜. Definitely also back to machine gun mouth me, but I really can't help it for now... The opioids WERE therapeutic 🙄
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Last night the fatigue I had turned into being wide awake the moment I went to bed - despite cannabis oil, 25 mg Tramadol (yeah kicked my pride and weighed it 🙄), and 20 mg K, gave up around midnight and redosed the oil + 40 mg K and am basically still awake (almost 2 pm)... I definitely regretted that I put away the Bromazepam but at least I am awake still and active even without caffeine 😜. Definitely also back to machine gun mouth me, but I really can't help it for now... The opioids WERE therapeutic 🙄
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Ketamine & Dissociatives possess such a strange sense of stimulation that can keep you awake. You'd expect anesthesia would help you sleep, but it just doesn't really work like that with the afterglow.

I assume it's due to the flood of glutamate in your brain, which is an excitatory neurotransmitter.
 
deficiT said:
Ketamine & Dissociatives possess such a strange sense of stimulation that can keep you awake. You'd expect anesthesia would help you sleep, but it just doesn't really work like that with the afterglow.

I assume it's due to the flood of glutamate in your brain, which is an excitatory neurotransmitter.
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That indeed makes sense 🤔. All my sleepiness was gone.. Thanks for the enlightenment! 🙏
 
deficiT said:
Ketamine & Dissociatives possess such a strange sense of stimulation that can keep you awake. You'd expect anesthesia would help you sleep, but it just doesn't really work like that with the afterglow.
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Most 'dissociatives' are also DRIs i.e. they are also STIMULANTS.

I was lucky enough to be offered both (S) and (R) ketamine which had been resolved. (S) ketamine (sold as Esketamine) being the dossociative and (R) ketamine being more or less similar in character to cocaine.

The 1,2-diarylethylamine class (diphenidine) also has this optical activity and again, when resolved, the two enantiomers are quite different.

It's a shame isophenidine never became popular but politics meant that methoxyphenidine was pushed in spite of it being inferior (and indeed toxic).

It's all about finding that balance. I would argue that 3-hydroxy PCE was someone who just went for the most 'potent' but even after a single dose, it rapidly devolves into a VERY destructive stimulant. I don't know why. Maybe tolerance to the NMDA antagonist activity rises quickly but tolerance to the DRI activity does not. BAD MADICINE. I was given a sample an flushed most of it. I can 100% imagine it destroying lives.
 
Seeing some bands play tonight, so I can't get too crazy. No fent, gabapentin, Xanax, 5-meo-dmt, acid, etc. Just my usual dose of methadone and then some methamphetamine I weighed out and put into a gelcap (so I wouldn't have to keep sneaking outside to smoke). The only problem is staying high...no wait. The only problem is staying hydrated. I sweat like a preacher in a brothel whenever I do clear without much of a tolerance (like right now). So I've found myself sneaking outside to get water...the water is like $10 inside the venue, and I am not trying to pay that kind of money when I could be spending it on drugs instead!!
 
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Mushoku_Sensei said:
Last night the fatigue I had turned into being wide awake the moment I went to bed - despite cannabis oil, 25 mg Tramadol (yeah kicked my pride and weighed it 🙄), and 20 mg K, gave up around midnight and redosed the oil + 40 mg K and am basically still awake (almost 2 pm)... I definitely regretted that I put away the Bromazepam but at least I am awake still and active even without caffeine 😜. Definitely also back to machine gun mouth me, but I really can't help it for now... The opioids WERE therapeutic 🙄
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am I the only one that cant sleep if he took ketamine even 6 hours before trying to sleep?
 
TheHolyRedCow said:
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am I the only one that cant sleep if he took ketamine even 6 hours before trying to sleep?
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Depends on the dose and combo. Sometimes I can't tell why I can't sleep (I never even considered K 6 hours ago), other times a low dose won't stop the other meds from working - like last night. In any case I'm definitely overthinking my use now 😅...

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Last night I had learned a bit of a lesson so:
3 mg Bromazepam early on cause my back HURT.
bigger dose of cannabis oil
100 mg Pregabalin
The last 25 mg of Tramadol (I'm so fed up of this it's gotta be over now - cause I say so 😂😅)
~ 25 mg K (> 1 hour before any chance to sleep)
-> slept like dead for 9-10 hrs 🙏🙏🙏 welcome rainy last holiday 🌧️
 
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Mushoku_Sensei said:
Depends on the dose and combo. Sometimes I can't tell why I can't sleep (I never even considered K 6 hours ago), other times a low dose won't stop the other meds from working - like last night. In any case I'm definitely overthinking my use now 😅...

Edit: OT:
Last night I had learned a bit of a lesson so:
3 mg Bromazepam early on cause my back HURT.
bigger dose of cannabis oil
100 mg Pregabalin
The last 25 mg of Tramadol (I'm so fed up of this it's gotta be over now - cause I say so 😂😅)
~ 25 mg K (> 1 hour before any chance to sleep)
-> slept like dead for 9-10 hrs 🙏🙏🙏 welcome rainy last holiday 🌧️
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Are you taking the k to help you wean off tramadol? Do you find it helps? I always wondered if k would help with that as much as it can help people wean off other opioids, just because tramadol is different in that it's a mu agonist and has SSRI activity.
 
3gs Kratom
30mg 7-hydroxymitragynine
30mg Pseudomitragynine
1mg Phenazolam
10mg Vilazodone
7.5mg Mirtazapine
150mg Oxcarbazepine
Coffee
Nicotine
Thc vape

I didn't really want to wake up or get out of my bed at all today. I was pretty successful with it until forcing myself up to try and be a human around 5pm.

I managed to go over 24 hours without any kratom, so that was nice to be able to get my brain a break, but it kinda sucks how dysfunctional I become, and how much better I feel after dosing the 7ohm. If I get the chance to not have to work on Saturday sometime soon, I'm going to try and extend that break to 48 hours and see how I do. I'm stuck trying to do the "junkie contemplation" that is required to make peace with the fact that i simply can't function, or do the amount of physical work is required to get through the day without chemical aid. And so whatever, I shouldn't beat myself up about it and just keep trying to do my best.

The small amount of time I had this weekend, I tried to fix my computer and ran into headaches about it and now I'm kinda stuck with it. Overall, I've just been pretty depressed, so I'm trying to get back to being regular with my psych meds, because I notice I do just feel a bit better and able to be functional when I'm taking the vybriid.

Gonna shower, watch some football and read, and crash out and get ready for the next round.

Sending everyone love, sweet dreams and all that 🤙🌌
 
Gridlink said:
The only problem is staying hydrated. I sweat like a preacher in a brothel whenever I do clear without much of a tolerance (like right now). So I've found myself sneaking outside to get water...the water is like $10 inside the venue, and I am not trying to pay that kind of money when I could be spending it on drugs instead!!
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Back in the day we would buy 1 (small) bottle of water and keep refilling it in the bathrooms (from the sinks, not the toilets, obviously).

In fact even though the UK is quite tough on drug laws. They made it a legal requirement that clubs had to allow people access to free water. Why? Because it turned out almost all of the MDMA-related deaths were actually dehydration and/or heatstroke. I was quite impressed by how pragmatic they were about it.
 
Evening blueworld

Night still young..

19:00
10mg methadone
50mg cyclizine
10mg diazepam
Few vape pulls of Live Rosin

Had pink lotus in early efternoon like 13:00 and keeping the blue lotus does
21:00 roughly. Gonna maybe roll a joint just now.
 
Gridlink said:
Are you taking the k to help you wean off tramadol? Do you find it helps? I always wondered if k would help with that as much as it can help people wean off other opioids, just because tramadol is different in that it's a mu agonist and has SSRI activity.
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I fear I can't really answer that question because I tapered the Tramadol several weeks ago without limiting opioids in general. The reason I used Tram for the last steps is that I have some 50 mg capsules that I can open and weigh rather than cutting an already small pill into quarters 😅. So I don't think I really have to overcome the SSRI part again... K basically makes me feel SOMETHING when I have to, despite the headache it's causing...
 
deficiT said:
3gs Kratom
30mg 7-hydroxymitragynine
30mg Pseudomitragynine
1mg Phenazolam
10mg Vilazodone
7.5mg Mirtazapine
150mg Oxcarbazepine
Coffee
Nicotine
Thc vape

I didn't really want to wake up or get out of my bed at all today. I was pretty successful with it until forcing myself up to try and be a human around 5pm.

I managed to go over 24 hours without any kratom, so that was nice to be able to get my brain a break, but it kinda sucks how dysfunctional I become, and how much better I feel after dosing the 7ohm. If I get the chance to not have to work on Saturday sometime soon, I'm going to try and extend that break to 48 hours and see how I do. I'm stuck trying to do the "junkie contemplation" that is required to make peace with the fact that i simply can't function, or do the amount of physical work is required to get through the day without chemical aid. And so whatever, I shouldn't beat myself up about it and just keep trying to do my best.

The small amount of time I had this weekend, I tried to fix my computer and ran into headaches about it and now I'm kinda stuck with it. Overall, I've just been pretty depressed, so I'm trying to get back to being regular with my psych meds, because I notice I do just feel a bit better and able to be functional when I'm taking the vybriid.

Gonna shower, watch some football and read, and crash out and get ready for the next round.

Sending everyone love, sweet dreams and all that 🤙🌌
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Goddamn I feel you on that one!! Just started day 3 off the opis and right after breakfast I felt like crashing 😭... Been pretty useless for weeks now even with the taper (as messy as it was). I just want my energy back...
 
Damn weird ass day today. Currently a bit too high on 2-mmc and a bunch of speed from earlier today.

Started with 2 lines, went to see the opening band, but they finished after only 30 minutes and I wasn’t quite at the level of high I wanted to be for the main band, so went to do 2 more lines.

Slight mistake to re-dose so quickly and so much, for a moment I was scared I’d pass out, which is weird for a stim?? But uhhh, it ended up being fine I suppose, but I did end up getting really paranoid about the guy standing next to me. He kept staring and I mean STARING. Then he got a security guy to stand next to me who also continued to constantly glance at me..

Unsettling asf. Nothing ended up happening but I just needed to rant about that lol :’) Now in the bus home, my heart is doing wack shit, I’ll probably do a little ket when I get home to settle down a bit.

Uni tomorrow will be ughhhh. Okay shutting tf up now, so sorry for this absolute ramble😭

Good night fellow bluelighters!
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Goddamn I feel you on that one!! Just started day 3 off the opis and right after breakfast I felt like crashing 😭... Been pretty useless for weeks now even with the taper (as messy as it was). I just want my energy back...
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Could take months for that energy to come back. So you gotta stay committed. Getting off opioids is the easy part, staying off opioids is the hard part. I am not really one to talk since I use opioids daily (mostly methadone, sometimes fentanyl or heroin) but I do know that PAWS can take months to get over. But you can and will get over it.

And on that note, tonight's menu is:
The usual cocktail of psych meds
Methadone
Methamphetamine
DMT
and maybe in a few hours a special guest appearance by 0.5 mg Xanax or 10 mg zaleplon
 
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