Evening blueworld
It's almost just past 11pm here. Dark a little cold but winter is over so to speak and 1 month left for hunting.. and seeing as I got an invitations to help with culling of certain " bokke " (Impalas amd Blesbokke) means just more meat and lots of " biltong en droëwors " being the main thing
Apart from that I'm baked AF couch locked in.. oh and also just had the last bit of RSO Gelonade but have another 2 full syringes left and 3/4 full syringe RSO Skittlzes
19:00
150mg cyclizine
50mg methadone
10mg diazepam
0.04ml RSO Gelonade
1 multi vit
Dinner which was home-made pizzas
Got like 4 halcion left and also 1g of Budder- Bruce Banner terp infused.
I wanted to get a thc-p vape cartridge but loving my new portable contrate vape so budder it was and saved some cash lol, only to be spend on munchies
Sidenote, today was the first time smoking shatter and it being green crack, it was dope and also being one of my favorite strains. I loved it, almost the best I had in a long time. And it was smooth and not throwing me into couching fits.
Alteast got 5 hrs sleep in today throughout it all
....
Soooo
Roughly an hr ago I had
5mg diazepam
1ml pink lotus ( it's all gone now )
Last hit Green Crack shatter
12mg chlorpheniramine maleate
50mg Diphenhydramine
If not asleep buy midnight I will Maybe have a few dab hits, maybe another 5mg diazepam. I also got a box 30x 6mg bromazepam
Gonna replace my morning diazepam dose with 6mg Bromazepam and Diazepam at night and alprozalam for out of the blue panic attacks, wanted to get Lorazepam but had no stock so went with a tub of 30 Adco-Alzam aka alprozalam. And while I was at the doc he also said let me give you your monthly methadone script too.
While I'm there. So methadone supply is like 2 and half 500ml bottles.
As for me having higher doses of methadone and also still adding potentiating drugs was just me trying to numb pain and silent the mind, not that it helped last night and hope to have better luck tonight.
Just don't want to start using a ton of benzos to sleep or using anti psychotics for sleep. Well think that was all.
Blessing for all for this weekend
... And hello to the hallus 
