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Been a long day in the sun - sunburn included... And since I decided to finally have some mercy with my system I'm burying my rule to never dose anything long lasting at night - tonight:

5 ml bso (got some again after all ๐Ÿ™„)
25 mg dph
0,3 ml cannabis oil
50 mg Tapentadol
Nicotine
Later on 100 mg Tramadol (still feels like a waste ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
5ml bso = ?

Evening blueworld

19:00
10mg methadone
1mg clonazepam
1g self rolled joint of Sweet Tooth

It's about 21:00 almost now. Gonna have a few more pipe hits till done with the last gram of sweet tooth. Oh also just poured a dbl vodka and cream soda..

Night night...
 
Black Seed oil. Ditched it a while ago for interactions but decided to try again...
I'm trying to come up with a reasonable dosing schedule cause so far I never had anything regular or stable to begin with... And it's a pain tbh ๐Ÿ˜’
Getting a regular or stable regime is not so much the problem then the discipline to stick to it. And I feel you on the pain part been through it/this a few times... yeah guess i still haven't learned ๐Ÿ™„
 
Later on 100 mg Tramadol (still feels like a waste ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
I'm typically incredibly vulnerable to mu opioid agonists, and I could often take super reckless doses of tapentadol and just feel like I was on kratom and methylphenidate. Even potentiating it with dangerous amounts of carisoprodol did damn near nothing compared to mixing carisoprodol with 7-OH-Mitragynine. I wonder if this relates to a difference in metabolic quirks.

On topic with the thread, I accidentally took a bong rip of MDMB-4en-PINACA infused Turnera diffusa through a bong full of isopropyl alcohol because my dumb ass thought it was water. I've consumed 3 small pinches of Amanita muscaria matter today and it's wild how much it affects things. Had a heat stroke at work for the second time in 3-4 days, thankfully a different job pulled through with an offer already. Upon getting home, I felt an intense need to take 10mg of Aripiprazole and 600mg of THC-O alongside something like 3/4 of a pizza. Watched the 2020 remake of The Grudge with the fiance, smoked some more Amanita and mixed it with 75mg of orally administered hydroxyzine and 200mg of caffeine. There's truly a synergy between amanita, hydroxyzine, and cannabinoids in general in my opinion. I don't think they potentiate one another, but they harmonize like Durand Jones & The Indications.

About to crack a 75mg capsule of fladrafinil onto the "insufflation tray" and try to get some writing done, either trip reports, short horror, or code (I'm working on an open source (and improved) take on Rosetta Stone, as well as an audio glitch studio). Need to get some emails written too, hell maybe some snailmail if I can get around to it, but I'll possibly wait for the sunrise to vape some DPT and write the letters/emails, I suppose time will tell.
 
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What happened?

I donโ€™t remember took more Diazepam so I donโ€™t remember the night. Iโ€™m ready to be a drug addict for reals and die from it or ruin my life enough to have the motivation to kms though.

Today I walked by the train and a feeling of relief and peace came over me as I watched it Blair by with its loud horn and noisy tracks. It felt good. Like a shot of 10 mg morphine was the feeling that momentarily washed over me.

Today I did 20 mg of methadone and hadnโ€™t done any in 3 days and am not even dependent yet and I literally donโ€™t feel shit, even pain relief wise. Maybe a more positive antidepressant headspace but zero pain relief. Starting to feel like methadone sucks for pain and bupe is better if we are talking low dosages of eitherโ€ฆ from my recent alternating trials of the two the past two weeks.
 
I'm typically incredibly vulnerable to mu opioid agonists, and I could often take super reckless doses of tapentadol and just feel like I was on kratom and methylphenidate. Even potentiating it with dangerous amounts of carisoprodol did damn near nothing compared to mixing carisoprodol with 7-OH-Mitragynine. I wonder if this relates to a difference in metabolic quirks.

On topic with the thread, I accidentally took a bong rip of MDMB-4en-PINACA infused Turnera diffusa through a bong full of isopropyl alcohol because my dumb ass thought it was water. I've consumed 3 small pinches of Amanita muscaria matter today and it's wild how much it affects things. Had a heat stroke at work for the second time in 3-4 days, thankfully a different job pulled through with an offer already. Upon getting home, I felt an intense need to take 10mg of Aripiprazole and 600mg of THC-O alongside something like 3/4 of a pizza. Watched the 2020 remake of The Grudge with the fiance, smoked some more Amanita and mixed it with 75mg of orally administered hydroxyzine and 200mg of caffeine. There's truly a synergy between amanita, hydroxyzine, and cannabinoids in general in my opinion. I don't think they potentiate one another, but they harmonize like Durand Jones & The Indications.

About to crack a 75mg capsule of fladrafinil onto the "insufflation tray" and try to get some writing done, either trip reports, short horror, or code (I'm working on an open source (and improved) take on Rosetta Stone, as well as an audio glitch studio). Need to get some emails written too, hell maybe some snailmail if I can get around to it, but I'll possibly wait for the sunrise to vape some DPT and write the letters/emails, I suppose time will tell.
Just so you don't get me wrong: currently my minimum almost no WD dose is 400-500 mg Tramadol equivalent. Which I could take all at once to get high. But I would never dose at night so nothing gets wasted to sleep. That's why it feels like a waste... 50 mg Tapentadol just serves to avoid symptoms as well. These are no recreational doses.
... You almost make me wanna try the Amanita again๐Ÿ˜…

Edit: BTW last night didn't end before another
50 mg Tapentadol
3mg Bromazepam
30 mg K iv
~ 10 cl Vodka
๐Ÿ˜…
 
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