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3 beers
20mg. 7-OH

I'm still self-medicating a bit since I can't get my antidepressants & anxiety meds, but I'm trying to taper off.
 
Evening blueworld

Not a bad day but have an early morning to start tomorrow, so wanna try and sleep early tonight.

20:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Grain size RSO oil Face on fire strain
.5g joint Black Rose Sugar

Its just past 9pm now and im baked AF and can feel I can easily go and rest now.
 
Damn, you still can't get proper treatment? It's been a while right?
Yep. My provider of 10 years lost his license last March. I tapered off of all my meds, found a new provider in September, lost him a month later and had to taper off again.

That was over 6 months ago, and I *still* can't find anyone in my insurance network to help me!
 
Sorry I've been so rubbish at checking in with these threads lately it's been one heck of a week between work and unforeseen crisies at home and I'm still trying to figure out what the new routine is going to be.

Definitely in need of some additional relaxation tonight so we're going with 450mg of pregabalin 5mg of diazepam and 60mg of Rick Simpson oil.

While I wait for all that to hit I'm going to roll myself a little joint grab myself a hot drink and settle in for the evening.

Sleep well lovelies โค๏ธ
 
Hey, guys.

Another great day out and about on vacay, and another day and a half before the real world sets back in, so I'm feeling fine on all fronts. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

5mg apixaban
10mg olanzapine
25mg thc gummy
20mg thc/30mg cbd gummy
85mg methadone
Ripping this Strawberry Lemonade cart, tasty and effective, and a baby joint of Fiestaz earlier.

Great day all around, another lined up for tomorrow. Bet. ๐Ÿ˜Ž
 
So far today:
3mg Buprenorphine
600mg Gabapentin
150mg Caffeine
Lots of Nicotine
Took like 6 grams of White Maeng Da ( still got a tiny bit of stimulating effect despite the subs)

I feel a little bad. Just dropped 250mg of Carisoprodol. Told myself I wouldn't do any today because I did some last night. Just got my first paycheck from my new job after getting fired from my last job and I got so anxious that I started to get chest pain, so I said fuck it and took some Soma. I worked more hours this pay period than I did at my old job AND get tips and it was a couple of hundred less than it would be for the same amount of hours at my old job. Thinking about contacting my old job. They said once I got my shit together that they'd be open to talking about rehiring me. I'm on anti-depressants and Subs and have been doing MUCH better than the few months leading to my firing. It'll just be hard to survive with this job. I mean I'll be able to survive but that's literally all I'll be doing. No luxuries or comforts
 
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