๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Smoking the Midnight Oil

Some shitty speed but nice for geting hyper focused. Some speed, been up all night, tired now ๐Ÿ˜ด I have been building on a miniature house and also hand sewed (spelling?) for a "little while". My fingers hurt
But I did clean and washed 2 laundrys before I started my unnecessary fuckery
 
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Good Night BL

15mg Zopiclone
20mg Mianserin
40mg Codeine
40mg Aspavor

two small joints smoked earlier in the evening (last of the Gary Payton and a small Banana Cake).

and still too many cigarettes.

Cya tomorrow
 
Stayed up way too late rewatching the second season of White Lotus while on ket. The care that went into making that season is astounding, I just love it.
Took 0.3g ket in total, that would've been a single line a year ago ๐Ÿ˜‚
Now im on my way to work, stupid tired
 
While bartending my friend offered me a bump, and thinking it was coke, I did it.

Turns out it was meth - I didnt even think meth existed in NY but i think itโ€™s just only rlly found through certain circles of gay men over 35 which checks out

now im gonna be up all night did a small enough bump that Iโ€™ll be okay but now Iโ€™m wondering if i even should try to sleep tonight (granted it is 5am so itโ€™s tomorrow already XD) or just aim for sleeping after the sun goes down again.

Who knows, i have no benzos or even ketamine right now, just alcohol and weed and like, some gabapentin and clonidine and hydroxyzine from my detox and i dont think any of those are helpful or even a good idea to take after using a stimulant. If i stay up iโ€™m sure i can find benzos once the suns out at least.

Im just pissed cause I wanted to eat some of my ALD-52 geltabs tomorrow/today lol
 
Stayed up way too late rewatching the second season of White Lotus while on ket. The care that went into making that season is astounding, I just love it.
Took 0.3g ket in total, that would've been a single line a year ago ๐Ÿ˜‚
Now im on my way to work, stupid tired
I am this sentence (except for the white lotus part, haven't seen that yet). It's so easy for an hour to turn into 5 in the blink of an eye. When you have time though binging some series on ket is the best โค๏ธ

Turns out it was meth
What a dick move. Might be nice if they'd mentioned that first no? Hope you manage to find your benzos and get some decent sleep soon.
 
Evening blueworld

Well that time I guess. Midnight here now, and only took my meds like 10 min ago. I felt fine. My body and mind is wack. Anyhow

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
10mg temazepam
Few bong hits and and few puffs thc vape cart


bought a strip of 10x 10mgs a few days back, so i have one know and then. They help me with my body feeling restful and calm. Just slowly drift away.

Awe
 
I've vaped/eaten enough weed to knock me out twice usually but I took acid like 13 hours ago and it has legs. Still feeling pretty wired, and brain fogged at the same time. Tempting to drop a benzo but I'll be good and wait it out.

So the nightly fix is 1 ashwaganda capsule and a seemingly endless stream of THC.

Sleep well lovelies โค๏ธ
 
Evening blueworld

Well that time I guess. Midnight here now, and only took my meds like 10 min ago. I felt fine. My body and mind is wack. Anyhow

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
10mg temazepam
Few bong hits and and few puffs thc vape cart


bought a strip of 10x 10mgs a few days back, so i have one know and then. They help me with my body feeling restful and calm. Just slowly drift away.

Awe
Strip of what?
 
Long day at work today, glad af to be chilling atm and off tomorrow. 85mg methadone earlier and a joint of some super sticky Cookies & Cream before dinner, took the normal boring scripts and now just hitting this Sundae Driver live rosin vape, about to go hit this tub of banana pudding flavored ice cream lol. The simple things, eh. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Take care, stay safe y'all. โค๏ธ
 
Night BL

40mg Aspavor
40mg Codeine

a few joints Skittles

15mg Zopiclone
20mg Mianserin

Haven't been able to get my usual supply of Temazepam for over two months now, kinda don't really mind as I see it as a "luxury".
I will be notified when it is back in stock.

I shouldn't accept it, but probably will --------------- then again, I might be strong and just let it go.

Anyways, feeling great on my zopiclone and backup supply of alprazolam (taken very seldomly.. literally weeks apart from a dose). Peace of mind is powerful.

Stay safe.
 
Adding 25 mg more of diazepam to bring it up from 40 because I barley am sleepy from the 40

So 65


Ok I added 30 mg methadone (no tolerance) to the 65 mg of diazepam.

Stupid me for thinking benzos would scratch the itch.

I want to drink also but I have ulcers and it could really cause me a problem. But let me just wait and see if the methadone satisfied me enough
 
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