100mg of distillate. I was aiming for 60 but I overshot and there’s no getting that stuff back in the tube. Expecting it to hit me like a train any moment now
Tomorrow is a big day for me.
Will be changing my routine for the next 4 weeks roughly cause my 2 day binge has put me in a financial hot spot. So will be changing my routine with meds by drop on some and changing some and worked a new diwt which will be fatty rich meals to get cals in and plus will be walking to gym every day which is a good 35min walk, so saving on petrol too atm it just went up too. Life is getting expensive and a lot more discipline needs to be implemented in my life right now. Slight off topic.. apologies
Also scored some premo purple haze and it was the last 5g had, so struck it lucky there. Also got 5g of of Northern light, first time smoking this strain in years and also first from him too. But it got me baked AF so no complaints.
So overall just feeling good. And one could even say content. But no real knock out over even close to a nod.
Got mad munchies though but a plus for me atm.
Hope everyone has an awesome evening or days or night further. Whichever side the globe you are.
Sending much love out to everyone that needs it...
Just got home from work a little bit ago, had the usual 75mg methadone earlier and been seshing this Wedding Cake dispo for a few minutes, so I'm feeling nice and mellow. And ready for dinner lol. 10mg olanzapine earlier for sanity, 12mg melatonin later for sleep.
Daai today van die aand om nag ye sê en my aandlikse mexiese help vir die res van die nag.. lol hope have fun there.
Today had some moments that had me very disappointed and angry but also just said to myself that it's done and over, nothing to do now but fix the problem..
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
300mg peegabalin
self rolled joint of Northern light ( the last bit ) with some gummiez. Joint is about 70%NL and 30%White Rhino.
the pregabalin not really my recreational dose of 600mg that knocks me everytime but more just for a more guarantee for a good night's rest as I can already feel my left leg and hip acting up.
Also my friend treated me today as he knows I'm a bit tight this month so he got me just 3g of 5A hydroponic White Rhino. Had this hybrid before and is one of my favorites but nothing ever top tier hydro mission shit. So looking what this will be like to the normal indoor I had
The methadone, gabapentin and weed from earlier laid me out for some good sleep this afternoon lol. But I'm back up now and with another 80mg methadone, 10mg olanzapine, most of a joint and many rips on the Wedding Cake dispo, I'm about to wreak minor havoc in the kitchen before going back to bed lol.
whatever was in the bag i bought last week jacked my tolerance up to an insane level. Pretty sure its time to get on subs. Made an appointment, gonna finish my stash and then make the switch. Cant afford it and im tired of risking going into withdrawal and being useless. Was never supposed to be more than one bag as a treat… in october. Its time.
It’s 3am, I’m not sure to put this in morning or night. Maybe I’m not going to talk about what happened Thursday to Monday … ay ay ay.
Anyways hurtin’ a bit for different reasons.
So just up with my cat right now who’s acting insane, he’s actually pretty hilarious.
Kratom (after effects from extra clonazepam yesterday and last night), y cafecito.
Trying to keep it together for the rest of the week