Update...5 bags of surprisingly good heroin. I saw the bags and it looked like there was barely on shit in there and the girl I got them from said they were "just ok." I have only a very small tolerance and she uses everyday, but still she usually hypes up each stamp when I go through her and I got nothing like that. I know I'm writing this without major errors in spelling or what not, but I'm nodding out of my skull. In the past year, I've used opiates probably 30 times. This is the only time I can remember nodding in all of those times...damn feels good man.
30mg mirtazapine, because good ol' antidepressants be the socially acceptable pill addiction... doesn't even help with my depression as much as it just makes me feel numb constantly. Works moderately for anxiety to give it credit. Not as good as benzos though.