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🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

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Well my nightly fix is turning into my daily fix so here it goes....

5mg clonazepam
4 floricet
50mg trazsdone
,2.4 grams of gabapentin


A fat ass blunt absolutely packed with Gorilla Glue hot boxed in a truck and like 5 bowls about to take another floricet and one more K-pint

Mainly dosing this high because my insomnia is absolutely kicking my ass I still haven't slept whatsoever and I don't know when I will it's starting to scare me I'm not going to lie 😡 💢
 
Evening bluelight.

I had a few drinks after work with some work colleagues, that insisted especially to of the chick's. Anyhow got home like 2 hrs ago and only had two drinks. So my night dose is

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
10mg temazepam
Self rolled joint .7g of Big Boy ( 70% indica/30% sativa.

I scored a nice deal at the pharmacy for a box of 30x 10mg temazepam and also bottle 30x 30mg Purata (oxazepam).

The one Ganja shop that I regularly shop at got some weird strains in but he said to me to wait till next week Tuesday and come early as his having some fire sale, like almost up to 50% on some good indoor. I only got 2g of the Big Boy I'm smoking atm.

Night all
 
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Didn't really get any sleep at all for real the past couple days and all I got today was 30 minutes because my body literally gave out after a bunch of trazodone floricet and gabapentin and Klonopin

And my girlfriend had to wake me up even though she knows how bad I need to sleep because she has to go to work tonight so I'm stressed the absolute fuck out to say the least

Anyway still feeling all the doses I took today which were big doses but I can't even remember how high they were

Tonight I'm going to indulge in some bud and two floricet or maybe one because I took so many today already and probably a half milligram of Klonopin to 1 mg of Klonopin not mention like 3 200mg caffeine pills and 2 cups of strong coffee (I'm alone with my daughter tonight so I have to be alert obviously)

But other than sleep deprivation and insomnia and all that bullshit I'm doing fantastic so it's not all bad 😄 plus I'm playing country music for my daughter and she's dancing her ass off so that helps a lot 😂
 
Sister's boyfriend came over and he's a super chill stoner and let me hit some dabs and let me borrow his vape for the night because we're saving all our money to get out of where we live currently and feeding my daughter

So obviously I'm going to take that as a win!!! and a blessing, and since I'm stoned as shit I'm too paranoid to take a bunch of pills with my daughter here even though my sister and her boyfriend are in the other room

The main reason I smoke weed besides for my depression disorders is because it keeps me more under control and I don't crave narcotics and shit like that nearly as much

Peace ✌️ and love to everyone truly struggling 🙏
 
Chillin real good showing new music to my daughter tonight (other then her mothers taste lol) so far she fuckin loves my taste which makes me feel good because technically I'm not her biological father but I'm doing everything that a biological father should do

Currently off 4 bourbons which for me is like nothing and there's an adult in the other room just in case cuz alcohol can be a random motherfucker just trying to skip the pills today

Anyway other than that besides a few menthols and a few dabs I'm chilling just fine 🙏😎
 
Well sleep is once again impossible fuck meee😫 trying not to break TF down rn tbh

So to try to alleviate all the sleep deprivation side effects....

700mg caffeine spread out (dangerous ik)
Hella cigs/vaping
Hella water with a lil himalayan salt
500mg aspirin (for heart rest and gabapentin BA)
4.2 grams gabapentin spaced properly
3mg clonazepam spread out
40mg propanol (no tolerance)
150mg diphenhydramine
4 floricet

Feel fuckin absolutely faded 🤤 but scared about my insomnia catching up with me physically

Y'all be safe please 🙏
 
Evening blueworld

Controlled myself today. Want some extra insured sleep so will be having;

10mg methadone
30mg oxazepam
10mg temazepam
Seld rolled joint of atomic apple .6g

This atomic apple is nice so far for a movie before bedtime mission.

Also swapping my 10mg diazepam with 30mg oxazepam to see if it really does have any muscle relaxation properties and the temazepam obviously is for extra guaranteed sleep, plus only taking the temazepam now and then and also at half the dose I would normally.

Really think for myself that I have brought down my maintenance doses for my daily by far, currently only on

30-40mg methadone
20-30mg diazepam
And lots of Ganja daily.

Then mostly twice a week I would do gabapentin up 4g.

And when I do decide to do a bellringer or 2 I would normally consume 2-3mg alprozalam plus 3mg lorazepam plus 12mg bromazepam or 20mg diazepam before hand. This is normally maybe once a week.

Also back at gym the last month and my muscle ache everyday. But I need this. It also helps keep away from the streets and just be a good boy so to speak 😉
 
Heady and spacey ass day fuckin floating rn 😎

Cleaned the whole entire fuckin house today and tired asfff but prolly not gonna sleep 🙄 but not gonna get pissed just gonna except it and watch something simplistic with my girl

Anyways so far tonight ....

Cigarettes 🚬 and vaping
Several Dabs and 3 bowls
3 grams of methocarbamol
2.5mg clonazepam spaced
900mg gabapentin spaced
200mg caffeine pill

Fuckin not a care in the word 🤤 chillin good feel like I'm melting plus I'm bout to smack tf out of some taco bell 🌮

Btw don't mix this many CNS depressants I'm very experienced but still dancing on some thin ice

Y'all be safe 🙏
 
pnillyg said:
2mg Lunesta
2g Kratom
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We just get generic zopiclone here and honestly i like it better then most benzos. However with my tolerance now it takes about 5 of the 7.5mg zopiclone pills to get me wrecked. Tolerance builds really quickly with zopiclone for me anyway. Thats one shitty thing about it is it build tolerance way faster then benzos do
 
paranoid android said:
We just get generic zopiclone here and honestly i like it better then most benzos. However with my tolerance now it takes about 5 of the 7.5mg zopiclone pills to get me wrecked. Tolerance builds really quickly with zopiclone for me anyway. Thats one shitty thing about it is it build tolerance way faster then benzos do
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Ive never tried zopiclone but i would like to... My tolorence tends to build extremely fast to any and all substances that act on GABA
(if that makes sense) but right now im going to have to take it as i dont want to start back on my antidepressant (remeron) yet.. what do you find zopiclone feels like? why do you like it more? specifically for sleep or for acute anxiety?
 
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