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I have very little experience with traditional methylphenidate, I think I've only taken it a couple.

With that in mind though I have definitely enjoyed 4fmph at times. I think it can be useful for both productivity and also recreationally. If I do some strong bumps I definitely get a rushy buzz for a little bit, but it kind of requires higher doses which might increase some side effects. It's not as good as cocaine of course, but it has a similar buzz for me personally.

I do think it's useful, but I would like to try mph a few more times before being comfortable drawing any comparisons. It seems like it gets mixed reviews regarding how it stands up to methylphenidate.
I’ve never done any of the rc’s mentioned but in my mid teens I abused methylphenidate and pure ephedrine hcl and founded it back then awesome for concentration and recreation value too. But this only lasted for 2 years. So my past memories of those 2 specific are 2 awesome stims and at right dosages can be used in a lot of ways or reasons for that matter,
 
i am still trying to sleep, can tell it's gonna be a long night of "empty rest/time travel sleep"

took 50mg dph for the itchiness of the 7-oh. god im so itchy also to help me sleep but it's not working
UPDATE: ended up sleeping a FATASS 9-10 hours. i felt SO good when i woke up GOD

ANYWAYS tonight's regime: still fairly into the night so may take more later including the Meds Usual (tonight it's 30mg Abilify + I NEED TO READ THE PAPER HE GAVE ME AGAIN )my psych) BUT either 300 or 600mg Trileptal):
  • 150 or so mg D8+HHC+THCP blend gummies (sick of me saying that every time? DONT WORRY after tonight theres only ONE left!! so)
  • i took 18mg 7-OH earlier, debating on 1 more??? i thought i had 1-2 pills left, turns out i had some unopened LFGGG so i have 3 left...
  • PLANNING TO SMOKE WEED WITH MY BOYFRIEND WHEN HE GETS HOME FROM WORK,,
  • yeehaw
 
Fuckin lit asf rn after a hard ass damn day

Menthols/vaping
400mg caffeine
50mg diphenhydramine
250mh hydroxyzine
300mg butalbital
6mg clonazepam
4-5 grams of some Blue Dream

Absolutely floating 😎🚬 and feeling some much needed relief from all my anxiety disorders, PTSD, and reoccurring bouts of mania on The daily mixed with my OCD, not to mention all my depressive disorders 🙄 (sorry venting lol)

Thank God for tonight's break cuz I truly needed it 🙏🏼 I hope you all are well and are being safe 😊
 
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Evening blueworld

Started painting out another room today. So spent most of the day doing that and then had an afternoon nap. So glad sleeping is getting easier for me and not relying so much on benzos to sleep. Night time.

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
And the usual toke.

Awe
 
good evening BL currently 8:08 PM over here in AZ!

tonight:
  • the LAST 60mg D8+HHC+THCP gummy..
  • 30mg Abilify
  • 600mg Trileptal
  • Nicotine vape
  • im gonna head down to smoke POT in a second...
very sleepy tonight having an insane addy crash energy-wise
yay
smoked some bowls HELL yes My friends Not gonna lie not to be TMI but the WEED is acting like a viagra/aphrodisiac fpr me tonigjt fellas FUCKCKKKK !!!
 
Couldn't calm my anxiety/ insomnia so I dosed 150mg more butalbital (450mg in total) plus 50mg more of hydroxyzine

Then I dosed 2.5mg more clonazepam SL

(dont dose half that high of a barbiturates especially with no tolerance and mixed with benzos etc) extremely easy way to die honestly

But right now I'm feeling absolutely and blissful and all I want to do is chill and smoke menthols
 
Any sign’s of wds so far?
Yea, I keep feeling really hot out of nowhere and sweating and then getting chills and feeling cold. I also feel really really tired and my stomach is on the fritz. But the tramadol and clonazepam are helping a bit. But even with the tramadol and clonazepam I’m still getting all those symptoms I mentioned above but, still glad I have them as this would be way worse without them.

Lol sorry that was a very rambling answer. Hope you’re doing well today amigo mia
Big hug 💜
 
Yea, I keep feeling really hot out of nowhere and sweating and then getting chills and feeling cold. I also feel really really tired and my stomach is on the fritz. But the tramadol and clonazepam are helping a bit. But even with the tramadol and clonazepam I’m still getting all those symptoms I mentioned above but, still glad I have them as this would be way worse without them.

Lol sorry that was a very rambling answer. Hope you’re doing well today amigo mia
Big hug 💜
But yea, anyone reading this … taking a shitload of 7-hydroxymitragynine and pseudoindoxyl every day for even just a week straight and then abruptly stopping, you definitely feel it.
 
Yea, I keep feeling really hot out of nowhere and sweating and then getting chills and feeling cold. I also feel really really tired and my stomach is on the fritz. But the tramadol and clonazepam are helping a bit. But even with the tramadol and clonazepam I’m still getting all those symptoms I mentioned above but, still glad I have them as this would be way worse without them.

Lol sorry that was a very rambling answer. Hope you’re doing well today amigo mia
Big hug 💜
Thanks for being open honest and that shows definitely wds. I reallly hope you can get through this. You got enough tramadol to tie you over but those are definitely signs of opiate wds. My heart goes out to you. As I know the feeling all to well.

Much love 🦋❤️
 
Thanks for being open honest and that shows definitely wds. I reallly hope you can get through this. You got enough tramadol to tie you over but those are definitely signs of opiate wds. My heart goes out to you. As I know the feeling all to well.

Much love 🦋❤️
Aw gracias, you’re so sweet. Thank you for always being so kind to me 💜
 
1/3 of a 2mg clona bar.
I only have three more left and should save them for when I really really need them. But today was a strange day, and I was feeling off for several reasons.
Will have to get my script renewed, but need to do some test before.
 
I have cocaine 3' s ,no biggy,but its near impossible to get in these parts,saving for sleep tonight,last night was rough,my ankle is turning into the colors of a rainbow,so yep,I'm going to take a few.....wait maybe I should take some at work,on my feet all day,nevermind
 
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