🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

[Oldskipper]

8 Cans, some nice hash and a few yellows

 

[DatGas]

Tonight will be booze, Ketamine and ganja. Iv laid off the Ketamine lately. No longer breaking down a g a day with Alprazolam sadly. How i miss nodding off to sleep k holing with headphones blarring.

Cranking up some tunes atm!

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Few bong hits

Awe

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

Same old same old

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Few bong hits

Awe

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Few bong hits

Awe

 

[Psychlone Jack]

For me this evening:

100mg diphenhydramine
70mg propranolol
10mg olanzapine
5mg apixaban
Some Oreoz

 

[deficiT]

Hey I feel I can participate and not just say kratom and cannabis. Tonight after a very rough day took 15 mgs of the Teva diazepam tablets (3- 5 mg tablets) that are from a prescription. Both parents get them and don't take them and they pile up. For years I left them alone even with several hundred around to be a good boy and not lift pills. I was good for the last 20 years. Well today I broke, dealing with hospice for my mother and other care facilities. No guilt either as I did good for years. Took them about 10 minutes ago with some kratom. We will see.

I have zero tolerance. 2 weeks ago Took .5 alprazolam also from a pharmacy and prescription. .25 mgs pills. This was after a trip. Even those I can feel .25.

Etizolam is still my favorite. Actually alprazolam feels like etizolam with a little diphenhydramine. (the old benzo insult! lol)

I am gearing up for some stressful weeks ahead so want to be wise over benzo use. Luckly I can't take the stuff 2 days in a row. I am always happy when they wear off.

Edit: So 25 minutes later I am getting the nice calm feeling. Wasn't sure 15 mgs would be enough but it most certainly is. Surprised how quick they kicked in. Seems as fast as any other benzo. Could be me.

Wishing you best with your mom brother

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

Easy night

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
1mg clonazepam
Few bong hits

Awe

 

[Spaced]

Had a great day with my daughter but stressed asfff lol but enjoy the quality time

And now that she's in bed it's time to fuckin chill TF out

All on a fasted stomach plus no tolerance rn

Albuterol
1.5mg clonazepam
250mg butalbital
900mg gabapentin
100mg diphenhydramine
50mg promethazine
60mg DXM

Plus been absolutely chain smoking this 7 gram cartridge of grape ape feeling hypnotic and euphoric as hell and absolutely no demons in my ear feels good

Hope y'all are well now I'ma go watch something heady as shit and fuckin fly y'all be safe

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Had a great day with my daughter but stressed asfff lol but enjoy the quality time

And now that she's in bed it's time to fuckin chill TF out

All on a fasted stomach plus no tolerance rn

Albuterol
1.5mg clonazepam
250mg butalbital
900mg gabapentin
100mg diphenhydramine
50mg promethazine
60mg DXM

Plus been absolutely chain smoking this 7 gram cartridge of grape ape feeling hypnotic and euphoric as hell and absolutely no demons in my ear feels good

Hope y'all are well now I'ma go watch something heady as shit and fuckin fly y'all be safe

Good to see you amigo

 

[Spaced]

Good to see you amigo

You too I hope you're doing well I been busy asf cuz I got with a girl with a kid months ago and her father's a piece of shit so I'm full time dad now and I've barely had time to do what I want but don't get me wrong I love my baby girl and id rather focus on her needs/wants over mine any day

Hope you have a good night

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

So I had a good day and ending it of nice and slow.

10mg diazepam
20mg temazepam

Yesterday I got some more diazepam and decided to get a blister pack of Normison aka temazepam.

Awe

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

You too I hope you're doing well I been busy asf cuz I got with a girl with a kid months ago and her father's a piece of shit so I'm full time dad now and I've barely had time to do what I want but don't get me wrong I love my baby girl and id rather focus on her needs/wants over mine any day

Hope you have a good night

Gracias, I’m hangin’ in there

& Aw that’s all so sweet, I’m happy for you

 

[Psychlone Jack]

Been drinking coffee and vaping nicotine all day, took 200mg d8 (4x 50mg gummies) an hour ago and currently smoking a nice bowl of Super Runtz, so I'm vibing pretty good right now. Been craving alcohol of all things today, and pretty much all day; weird, cause I don't even really drink, like I'll buy a six pack and it'll take me 2 weeks to kill it lol. But, too skint for that, barely made ends meet for the day as is.

Stay safe, have fun. ❤

✌

 

[Spaced]

Feeling fuckin hypnotic as hell I got my legit scripts in today

now that my daughter is asleep with her mom (who is sober) ima medicate lol cuzI had a horrible day cuz I had a full breakdown today

full disassociated episode plus a PTSD episode the whole shebang so I'm dosing pretty high tonight cuz I'm still not fully out of psychosis and still paranoid as hell atill

Anyways to fix all that so far I've dosed on a fasted stomach-

Hella menthols all fuckin day with cigars and vaping

plus I've been chain smoking wax all day and night and had about 4 grams of super high quality Alien OG

7mg clonazepam 3 were SL 4 were oral

200mg butalbital
100mg diphenhydramine
25mg promethazine
60mg DXM

(!!! Do not mix benzos with barbiturates it can be extremely lethal !!!) I've just had these scripts for years so I know my limits very very well
Not to mention over a decade of being addicted to pretty much every gaba drug their is in the US

anyways I hope you all stay safe and are doing well

 

[Spaced]

Added another 2mg clonazepam SL and dropped another 100mg butalbital (300mg total) cuz I can still feel a psychotic episode coming on

Fuckin stupid ass permatolerance after a decade of up to 300mg-400mg of pharma grade alprazolam a day

Not to mention when I switched benzos off and on and I popped extremely high dose lorazepam up to 60mg at a time sometimes or up to 90mg clonazepam at once too for an extended period of time (back in the day when I was completely out of control lol)

Definitely fried my gaba receptors for at least 7 more years if not forever but just grateful I can use benzos medically instead of 24/7 compulsive abuse

Anyways I'm feeling fine as a dime and absolutely blissfully and totally relaxed and euphoric straight fuckin flying rn

I love you all y'all please stay safe and may God be with you

 

[Coffeeshroom]

Evening blueworld

After a day mostly sleeping all natural or for me.

10mg methadone
10mg diazepam
Few bong hits

Think I could easily just sleep more.

 

[Spaced]

Got someone to babysit the my baby girl for a day and a night to spend time with my girl and just fuckin relax and rest

Can still feel the floricet and the clonazepam from yesterday night HEAVY and hypnotic still

So far this afternoon-

Menthols/ cigars/ vaping
250mg caffeine
100mg butalbital
4mg clonazepam (2mg orally and 2mg SL)
100MG diphenhydramine
25mg promethazine
60mg DXM

Smoking on SOME TOP SHELF Bubba OG flower and chain smoking a wax cartridge of Mimosa

Feeling fuckin amazing and blissfully euphoric from all the relief and sedation

Hope y'all are all have a blessed day

 

[AngelsandFairiesarereal]

Feeling fuckin hypnotic as hell I got my legit scripts in today

now that my daughter is asleep with her mom (who is sober) ima medicate lol cuzI had a horrible day cuz I had a full breakdown today

full disassociated episode plus a PTSD episode the whole shebang so I'm dosing pretty high tonight cuz I'm still not fully out of psychosis and still paranoid as hell atill

Anyways to fix all that so far I've dosed on a fasted stomach-

Hella menthols all fuckin day with cigars and vaping

plus I've been chain smoking wax all day and night and had about 4 grams of super high quality Alien OG

7mg clonazepam 3 were SL 4 were oral

200mg butalbital
100mg diphenhydramine
25mg promethazine
60mg DXM

(!!! Do not mix benzos with barbiturates it can be extremely lethal !!!) I've just had these scripts for years so I know my limits very very well
Not to mention over a decade of being addicted to pretty much every gaba drug their is in the US

anyways I hope you all stay safe and are doing well

Hola amigo,
Here with you with understanding on PTSD. I’ve been struggling with my PTSD symptoms so bad lately that I barely slept all week. Today is the first day that I’m crashing out taking little naps here and there. But still so much adrenaline that I still can’t get a restorative sleep and keep getting jolted awake every time I drift off. Sorry I hope I’m not complaining too much here, I just wanted to let you know you’re not alone…. PTSD can be so hard (and symptoms can be manifested in so many different ways in the people that have it)

Anyways, sending much love

 

[Spaced]

Hola amigo,
Here with you with understanding on PTSD. I’ve been struggling with my PTSD symptoms so bad lately that I barely slept all week. Today is the first day that I’m crashing out taking little naps here and there. But still so much adrenaline that I still can’t get a restorative sleep and keep getting jolted awake every time I drift off. Sorry I hope I’m not complaining too much here, I just wanted to let you know you’re not alone…. PTSD can be so hard (and symptoms can be manifested in so many different ways in the people that have it)

Anyways, sending much love

Very much appreciated my friend I wish you well with your struggles