🌟🌟 Social 🌟🌟 What Was YOUR Nightly Fix? v. Can't Sleep Sober

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What's good, peeps. 😎 Another one under our belts, and no worse for the wear, it seems. πŸ‘

Today has been one of those odd days where "just" and "not" happen to overlap, right there at "enough" lol. πŸ˜‰

Held off on my first bupe dose until after lunch and smoked minimal herb today, only half a baby blunt leftover from yesterday.

Been saving my last little bit - about 120mg of πŸ”₯ meth and a .3 nug of GG#4 x Dosidos - to be enjoyed right about..... now. 😁 With a glass of sweet cold brew coffee, luxuriating with a Blow Pop geek bar. Another 8mg bupe in a little bit with some valerian root extract. Should be picking up some more herb, at least, tonight.

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I would be focusing on getting hold of a barbiturate, like a really big dose, and something to stop the vomiting, and once I went to bed that would be the end.
Ah! Stay well. Don't you have a couple of pets that love you and count on you? Life sucks, that I know. But there are moments that don't. Stretch those moments.

Me? Just a little kratom and will hit the weed after dinner. I am boring. Although planning a mushroom trip at some point, some fell in my hands again out of the blue. Not sure when. Nervous system has been in overdrive.
 
Just finally about to turn in, winding down from the farewell (for now πŸ˜‰) dose of 125mg shard early this evening, 8mg subutex right about 45 minutes ago and smoking a bowl of Jet Fuel sativa flower, one of those fun sativas that yes, technically, but bears no relation, just lays you out as heavy as any indica, and tastes great doing it.

Looking forward to digging into some year-long-cured flower in the morning, likely start with a honey hemp blunt wrap of Cloud 9 around six, say over a bagel and coffee. And the Skywalker, ofc. πŸ˜‰



See, today already sucks waaaaay less, off gate. Time for a little shuteye, I believe. 😎

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I can teach you french and catalΓ  haha
Yea we speak Spanish very different Kongo jaja … I speak like Boricua Caribbean and you speak like is it Castellano right? I still understand you though for the most part, it’s just funny how we all speak it a little different depending on where we are from. I speak TaΓ­no too (TaΓ­no’s Indigenous Puerto Rican language).

Tu tambien hablas FrancΓ©s? Que bueno. Como es CatalΓ ?
 
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Yea we speak Spanish very different Kongo jaja … I speak like Boricua Caribbean and you speak like is it Castellano right? I still understand you though for the most part, it’s just funny how we all speak it a little different depending on where we are from. I speak TaΓ­no too (TaΓ­no’s Indigenous Puerto Rican language).

Tu tambien hablas FrancΓ©s? Que bueno. Como es CatalΓ ?
Langues for sure is different. When I use to do a lot of backpacking. It was mostly the German and Dutch people, Dutch being the most that I could understand at different places. Anyhow hope all slept well
 
Extra tramadol tonight since I broke my toes y extra clonazepam too … I have insomnia so I’m just awake drinking coffee .. that probably doesn’t make sense lol

Hope everyone’s doing alright πŸŒΊπŸ’œ

Hey, you. πŸ™‚ ❀️

Hope your toes are feeling better? I know that sucks, been there. My toe didn't die the other day btw, just the nail today lol, but I was pretty shocked at the disparity between how awful it looked and zero pain whatsoever, that alone kinda worried me lol. All good now though, just bald. Nail came clean off. πŸ˜… Insomnia is pretty shitty, huh lol? Amazing, the difference intent makes, like sleep deprivation... Mine is usually bad enough, the insomnia, but that doesn't make me stop with the help. πŸ™„ I get the coffee too. Insomniacs, stimulant enthusiasts, etc., coffee is like a nice, mellow bedtime tea.

Been "just about to crash" for 2 hours, but now seems about right. 😴

MaΓ±ana. Rest well. πŸ™‚ ❀️ πŸ˜‰
 
Yea we speak Spanish very different Kongo jaja … I speak like Boricua Caribbean and you speak like is it Castellano right? I still understand you though for the most part, it’s just funny how we all speak it a little different depending on where we are from. I speak TaΓ­no too (TaΓ­no’s Indigenous Puerto Rican language).

Tu tambien hablas FrancΓ©s? Que bueno. Como es CatalΓ ?
I sometimes feel bad for what spanish people did in your countrys. I dont know if its real or not what they taught us in the school. Fuck these stupid people who robbed and raped you.

Yeah I speak french. I studied a bit in the school and I had a french girlfriend for almost 3 years.I live in Catalonia(Catalunya), born in Barcelona and Now I live in the north very close to france. So català its what we speak in Catalonia. Its a mix of spanish and french, but we have lots of words that are catalan and they are diferent from french and castellano. Spanish and french people dont understand us when we talk in català. Si vols et faig una petita mostra del que és el català. M'agradaria molt viatjar als estats units i poguer conèixer molts de vosaltres que sembleu persones molt maques.
Thats catalΓ . Probably you can understand some words but I think you cant understand the hole message. Id love to see your mother tongue Taino.
Another thing to say is that almost all catalans speak spanish. When The dictator Franco goberned it was forbiden to talk in catalan. People have to hide to talk in catalan. We still have problems with right wing that dont want to teach catalan in the schools.

Well excuse me for the long message. Have a good rest. Here its 10 am
Took 60mg methadone
Line of speed, its my oral speedball.
And want to IM a little bit of ketamine, like 50mg.

Stay safe yall.
Love
 
Hey, you. πŸ™‚ ❀️

Hope your toes are feeling better? I know that sucks, been there. My toe didn't die the other day btw, just the nail today lol, but I was pretty shocked at the disparity between how awful it looked and zero pain whatsoever, that alone kinda worried me lol. All good now though, just bald. Nail came clean off. πŸ˜… Insomnia is pretty shitty, huh lol? Amazing, the difference intent makes, like sleep deprivation... Mine is usually bad enough, the insomnia, but that doesn't make me stop with the help. πŸ™„ I get the coffee too. Insomniacs, stimulant enthusiasts, etc., coffee is like a nice, mellow bedtime tea.

Been "just about to crash" for 2 hours, but now seems about right. 😴

MaΓ±ana. Rest well. πŸ™‚ ❀️ πŸ˜‰
Aw Gracias πŸ™‚
Yea they’re getting there, I’m glad yours is okay too lol.
Yea insomnia is a biotch I can’t think straight … maybe kinda sideways today lol
I have no idea if I’m even making any sense πŸ˜„ okay mas cafe

Anyways hope you have a good day πŸŒΊπŸ’œ
 
I sometimes feel bad for what spanish people did in your countrys. I dont know if its real or not what they taught us in the school. Fuck these stupid people who robbed and raped you.

Yeah I speak french. I studied a bit in the school and I had a french girlfriend for almost 3 years.I live in Catalonia(Catalunya), born in Barcelona and Now I live in the north very close to france. So català its what we speak in Catalonia. Its a mix of spanish and french, but we have lots of words that are catalan and they are diferent from french and castellano. Spanish and french people dont understand us when we talk in català. Si vols et faig una petita mostra del que és el català. M'agradaria molt viatjar als estats units i poguer conèixer molts de vosaltres que sembleu persones molt maques.
Thats catalΓ . Probably you can understand some words but I think you cant understand the hole message. Id love to see your mother tongue Taino.
Another thing to say is that almost all catalans speak spanish. When The dictator Franco goberned it was forbiden to talk in catalan. People have to hide to talk in catalan. We still have problems with right wing that dont want to teach catalan in the schools.

Well excuse me for the long message. Have a good rest. Here its 10 am
Took 60mg methadone
Line of speed, its my oral speedball.
And want to IM a little bit of ketamine, like 50mg.

Stay safe yall.
Love
Hola Kongo,
Wow, eso es realmente interesante. Hope you’re chillin’/ jangueando as I’m writing this.
Stay safe as well πŸ™‚πŸ’œ
 
Aw Gracias πŸ™‚
Yea they’re getting there, I’m glad yours is okay too lol.
Yea insomnia is a biotch I can’t think straight … maybe kinda sideways today lol
I have no idea if I’m even making any sense πŸ˜„ okay mas cafe

Anyways hope you have a good day πŸŒΊπŸ’œ

Oh trust me lol this brain is sautéed and flambayed right there with you this morning. 🀯😡🀠

Managed about eight hours over the last five nights and not due to lack of effort, but life still gotta get lived so I compensate with as much rest, momentary relaxation, food and weed as I can afford. πŸ˜… If I can smoke, smile and at least still try to have fun with it, I'm aight. 😎

Go kill this shit, k? πŸ˜‰ ❀️
 
I came off Elvanse a couple of months ago and haven't been able to sleep for shit since. Without the amphetamine crash to wipe me out at the end of the day I'm just wired 24/7.

Anywho, 0.05ml (give or take) of Rick Simpson oil is still my go to. I'ma buy some flower and hash when I get paid at the end of month. Here's hoping I just need to be more stoned.

Might treat myself to a benzo or some alcohol in the near future. Just craving one night of sweet effortless sleep.
 
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