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Feeling great eating all this candy lol
(Much needed too)

2mg alprazolam (oral)
1mg clonazepam (SL)
8mg cyproheptadine
1,800mg gabapentin spaced every 45 minutes on an empty stomach
Hi dude!🦍
Whats cyproheptadine? Ive nevera heard about. Could you tell us five cents of that?
Thanks in advance
 
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Hi dude!🦍
Whats cyproheptadine? Ive nevera heard about. Could you tell us five cents of that?
Thanks in advance
Hey sorry I completely forgot you asked me this

It's I first generated antihistamine with slight dopamanergic and seratanergic properties and its pretty sedative and is prescribed for sleep and strong or even extreme allergic reactions and a plethora of other specific allergies that would require such and old antihistamine (1961)

some countries let u n get it otc but here u need a script and I can understand why now it's a great additive and actually good for anxiety coming from a benzo user that's saying something oh yeah also forgot to mention what makes it particularly interesting is that it can treat serotonin syndrome and not just by way of sedation

Anyways those were the basics and once again sorry for the late reply
 
Hey sorry I completely forgot you asked me this

It's I first generated antihistamine with slight dopamanergic and seratanergic properties and its pretty sedative and is prescribed for sleep and strong or even extreme allergic reactions and a plethora of other specific allergies that would require such and old antihistamine (1961)

some countries let u n get it otc but here u need a script and I can understand why now it's a great additive and actually good for anxiety coming from a benzo user that's saying something oh yeah also forgot to mention what makes it particularly interesting is that it can treat serotonin syndrome and not just by way of sedation

Anyways those were the basics and once again sorry for the late reply
Hi dude! Don't worry for late reply! I have hundreds of forums here to read & write.

So what a fucking drug! I don't know If web have it in Spain. I will investigate it. Now I discovered the power of pregabalin. I just took 900mg, It's my largest dose and I have done a COMBO with amphetamine and methadone. Im starting to feel it. Im waiting and see if I Shoot a methadone push. Like 70mg of an extra dose. Amphets just done 2 lines. I think Im going to snort another one.
I'll update If It's not going OK.

I have another question If I can...If it doesn't bothers you. What is a serotonin syndrome and what do you feel when you suffer IT?
Did you suffer it? It seems to be a hard thing...

Thanks in advance! I apreciate your replies!
A Big Hug....

Lots of πŸ’œ to the community.

Really STOP WARπŸ€•πŸ€•
No more deaths!
 
Hi buddy
Your post touched my heart. Are you really sure that you want that? Do you thing that life is disgusting? could you tell us more about you history with ketamine? excuses me if Im being so pryng or inquisitive but your case is interesting for me and many others.

Methadone can help you but try not to mix with benzos. Benzos gives you amnesia thats because you dont know if youre taking pills or not. Wich dose of methadone are you on?

Could you update and post some of you thoughts or feelings?

Lots of LOVE to you and your close family.

STOP WAR IN UCRANIA!
I have a sticky thread that elaborates on my bladder damage saga in the psychedelic forum you can read.

I'm a bit better today with a lower pain level so the suicidal ideation and urge to use heroin disappears when the pain goes down.

Today I havnt taken any pills yet. I took enough methadone last night I can still feel it working.

The hardest part is missing out on so much of life. I went from being very athletic and full of life and traveling etc. to never leaving my apartment for anything at all just working all day out of boredom.

Luckily I have a wife to love, that's all I have left besides a good job I can do from home most of the time. I've disowned my entire family and best friends for other reasons so really my wife is the only person I've had a real conversation with in years.

The setting is perfect for a decent into real opioid abuse....for some reason I dont give into though because I've done it in the past and know that it will blow up in my face if I go down that road again....but given intense enough pain for a sustained length of time, I will definitely make the choice to start using fentanyl or heroin again, wanting to die but being to cowardly to kill yourself leaves fentanyl addiction as a feasable option
 
3mg (1mg SL) alp potentiated by 800mg of cimetidine
4 fat joints of top shelf
1mg clonazepam buccally
4mg cyproheptadine

Feeling almost fully on my level πŸ€”

Think I'll add .5mg alp SL and keep smoking and be cut off for the night with the pills tho I'm so fuckin high I'll make it through the night with what I'm on right now 🀀

Everyone stay safe and is extra responsible especially with nightly doses

Stay stern πŸ’ͺ
 
1,,000mg cimetidine (don't ever dose this much I'm being dumb asf)

2.5mg alprazolam
15mg hydrocodone that I've had saved for ages plus 6mg cyproheptadine

Bout 6'-7 bowls of top shelf bud and feeling extremely hypnotic and on a slight nod with the cyproheptadine, bud, alpraz, and the 2 narcos plus being potentiated by a gram of cimetidine

once again don't do this It's extremely dangerous to mix all this it could be lethal I'm very experienced but that doesn't mean I'm not playing Russian roulette

One of my loved ones died recently and I'm just trying to cope but ik I need to chill tho and I intend to
 
Said fuck it and added another .5mg alpraz
Just gonna smoke my weed and stay awake until I come down for safety purposes

I'm out πŸ‘‹
 
3mg etizolam vaped
20mg of ketamine(last of the bag) up my nose
2 Grams Gabapentin
2 Grams Methacarbanol
50 mg Hydroxyzine

5 days off of kratom, 6 weeks off fentanyl. Stoked I made it this far but still feeling rough, although the meds definitely help.
 
Hey sorry I completely forgot you asked me this

It's I first generated antihistamine with slight dopamanergic and seratanergic properties and its pretty sedative and is prescribed for sleep and strong or even extreme allergic reactions and a plethora of other specific allergies that would require such and old antihistamine (1961)

some countries let u n get it otc but here u need a script and I can understand why now it's a great additive and actually good for anxiety coming from a benzo user that's saying something oh yeah also forgot to mention what makes it particularly interesting is that it can treat serotonin syndrome and not just by way of sedation

Anyways those were the basics and once again sorry for the late reply
 
Last night I go ahead. I will write short post cause when I write long I touch a button so
all post is gone.
Well Last night I took:
900mg lyrica
3-4 lines amphetamine paste
10mg lorazepam
210mg methadone
70mg methadone injection

To prepare the injection I love 140mg. I used three bottles of 70mg to make a 5ml syringe.
Lots of drug on the table due the trembling of my hands. I had to prepare the solution cause there are sΓ³ much water in the solution that the hospital gives to me. So the thing is to evaporate the solution of methadone-water. It Was difficult cause I was trembling so much and mix spills over the spoon. I tried with soil but it was a bad solution, the water drop to the table. 2 layersof foil and the water didnt stands, the water drop and drop, I could't understand why because no holes and the lΓ­quid didn't keep in the foil recipient.
It was horrible. I tried to absorve the liquid from de table It was hard to do it, given that I Was drugged with the drugs written above, speedy trembling hands. I dont know how can I shoot with this syringe. Its tunned by me. Its 5ml with long needle so I put tape in needle so you just can puncture the half of the needle, IT makes shooting easier. Well ASK IF YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING.
Bueno Bye Bye gyals & boys!!!
LOTS OF πŸ’œβ€πŸ§‘
😍😍😍😍😍😍
elaboratesI have a sticky thread that on my bladder damage saga in the psychedelic forum you can read.

I'm a bit better today with a lower pain level so the suicidal ideation and urge to use heroin disappears when the pain goes down.

Today I havnt taken any pills yet. I took enough methadone last night I can still feel it working.

The hardest part is missing out on so much of life. I went from being very athletic and full of life and traveling etc. to never leaving my apartment for anything at all just working all day out of boredom.

Luckily I have a wife to love, that's all I have left besides a good job I can do from home most of the time. I've disowned my entire family and best friends for other reasons so really my wife is the only person I've had a real conversation with in years.

The setting is perfect for a decent into real opioid abuse....for some reason I dont give into though because I've done it in the past and know that it will blow up in my face if I go down that road again....but given intense enough pain for a sustained length of time, I will definitely make the choice to start using fentanyl or heroin again, wanting to die but being to cowardly to kill yourself leaves fentanyl addiction as a feasable option
Don't do It man. You have such more experiences in your life, off course I'm not talking of more drug experiences I'm talking about many kinds of experiences, there are so much time and go for a wilderness experience, work experience could be a reason to profit your job. We are here for something.
I’m back? Found my stash 🌈

Currently on:
10g sons
8mg Xanax
Wooow 8mg xanax It's a Bigues dose. Do you take this dose everyday?
 
Don't do It man. You have such more experiences in your life, off course I'm not talking of more drug experiences I'm talking about many kinds of experiences, there are so much time and go for a wilderness experience, work experience could be a reason to profit your job. We are here for something.
It's a nice thought but I really don't think life matters that much including mine.

People get all attached to shit but when I finally go to into a sleep where even my dreams can't torment me I consider it a win.

Like use my cat as an example. I love the cat, and as long as it seems to be having a good life ill let it live. But the second it is suffering with chronic pain I'm putting it down. This is a standard courtesy we offer to our pets but deny ourselves for some sick reason where everyone thinks simply existing in permanent suffering is worth it.

And it's worth it for the people that love the suffering person so it's kind of selfish. It's not worth it for the suffering person.

Like my family once had a cat that was paralyzed from the back down....it was always in pain and dragging itself around. My sister loved it but it would have been selfish of her not to put it out of it's misery.

I don't beleieve in one but I think the idea of an after life is sickening. Wtf is wrong with everyone else? Don't they want it all to end? Peole just want to keep on existing forever? They just have no idea what prolonged suffering is. And even prolonged ecstacy is something I wouldn't choose over non existence.

Sleeping is my favorite thing. I love drugs that knock me out without me realizing too until I wake up surprised.

To be honest even if I feel normal...with or without drugs. Life just seems like a long boring class I'm waiting for to end. Unfortunately I've attached myself to a woman it will destroy so I am burdened with the guilt of doing that to her.
 
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