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[due to time zone differences, and obviously not everyone is gonna read this the same hour, day or week I post it, I'm just gonna use the actual days rather than "yesterday" etc]

Overdid it and wasted meds I think. I ran out of Dihydrocodeine, Gabapentin AND Morphine Sulphate all on the same day (Sunday evening/night). It was Wednesday afternoon when I got them again (the first two, morphine's not due 'til Monday and because it's a Controlled Drug and I have a history of addiction I am not under any circumstances allowed and early refill) so I went maybe 68 hours without. I managed to get 32 Paramol [acetaminophen 500mg + Dihydrocodeine 7.4mg] and my mum gave he her Neurofen Plus [Ibuprofen 200mg + Codeine 12.8mg]...as you can imagine that very barely took the edge off, but it helped a little. Still spend all of Tuesday and the first half of Wednesday in my own personal hell, not helped by the fact that it was 40 degrees [104 Fahrenheit] which a) is a record for my country and b) I get damp and tired and general malaise at anything over 20 degrees [68 Fahrenheit].
I somehow slept through a lot of it, by abusing my stockpile of Thorazine

Went overboard when I got my pills

Cigarettes 41
Sertraline 350mg
Codeine 64.8mg
Ibuprofen 1200mg [came with the Codeine]
Acetaminophen 2000mg [came with DHC in the Paramol...didn't CWE as that's not a whole lot and I had a fever anyway]
Dihydrocodeine 900mg
Gabapentin 2400mg
Cyclizine 200mg
Quetiapine 50mg
Thorazine 350mg
Naproxen 500mg
Omeprazole 20mg
 
I guess it's more international travel I get paranoid about because I'm taking controlled drugs with me...evennif they are US prescribed there's legally some declaration you're supposed to have signed to bring it...(I never have though).

I just have this fear of kicking in some foreign prison cell or getting robbed of my drugs or losing them. They are much more secured at home behind safes and a vigilant me.

But within the US I always bring my script and bupe strips as a back up so that's less stressful....but instill have that fear of losing the stash I bring
I'm traveling internationally (not from the US though) and as long as you're not carrying a very big amount of pills they don't even care (there are exceptions). Aiport security doesn't have the time or the knowledge to check every pill they see. I've personally mastered the art of hiding things in plain sight.
I've done this many times and I know how security works at my destination so I'm not paranoid at all. I actually just went to security and now I'm drinking some kratom and having lunch, probably gonna snort some bupe before boarding the plane.

And tbh actually don't have a prescription for bupe lol, but I'm only traveling with 5 or so 8mg pills.
 
How do you like that stuff? I've got some but haven't tried it yet.

Do you get sedating effects? Any boost to other drugs?
Yeah i really like the stuff, i get mine from lift mode and its pretty strong stuff.
How do you like that stuff? I've got some but haven't tried it yet.

Do you get sedating effects? Any boost to other drugs?
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studies show this powerful herb significantly increases the sensitivity of GABAA benzo receptors

Another study concluded that โ€œhonokiol promoted NREM sleep by modulating the benzodiazepine site of the GABAA receptor, suggesting potential applications in the treatment of insomnia, especially for patients who experience difficulty in falling and staying asleep.โ€

And yes it does potentiate other drugs like benzos, alcohol,weed, opioids and others. It works much like a benzo in the brain.
 
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prolly ~6mg bromazolam
glad the wobbles are gone
was more of a restful free mind/no-stress state and less of a delirious swagga
glad i got tolerance up cause the .25-.5mg still relieves back/neck issues without fear of falling on my face.
 
Alcohol plus an "ICE" methamphetamine tablet, oral.

There's a lot to be said for oral methamphetamine in a moderate dose.
 
Alcohol plus an "ICE" methamphetamine tablet, oral.

There's a lot to be said for oral methamphetamine in a moderate dose.
Oral mdma always produced effects far better than IV, snorted, rectal....so why not methamphetamine?

I would be curious to know the reason of this behind mdma.

Because most drugs are always better via IV or snorted or smoked.
 
Oral mdma always produced effects far better than IV, snorted, rectal....so why not methamphetamine?

I would be curious to know the reason of this behind mdma.

Because most drugs are always better via IV or snorted or smoked.

Well, to be fair, methamphetamine is still better IV or smoked. But I agree with you when it comes to MDMA, it's so much better oral than IV or sniffed (never even bothered trying smoking it).
 
Hello everybody Iโ€™ve been sober for a while as far as physical addiction so Iโ€™m being a good boy lol

2 cups of coffee
1mg lorazepam SL (zero tolerance)
100mg dimenhydrinate

Hoping to crash off the caffeine cuz lorazepam just ainโ€™t enough to make me sleep unless I wanna take all of them in a day

Not gonna lie tho it is tempting asf but I know better

Hope everyone is practicing discipline ๐Ÿ™‚
 
last night

two 24oz cans of malt liquor 10% abv
roll your own cigarettes
300mgs l-theanine
300mgs magnesium taurate
500mgs gaba(not gabapentin. wish i had some of those)
300mgs relora
2 half weed, half tobacco cigs and a small joint of strong weed
 
Chillin goood ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Cigs
1 cup of coffee for the sedation
5mg lorazepam SL
.5mg clonaz oral .5 SL
concentrates with no tolerance got me absolutely lit tf up ๐Ÿ˜‚

Feelin fantastic bout to spark up a couple joints with my brother (havenโ€™t seen him in a long time)

Thatโ€™s kinda why I indulged so much on the benzos tonight lol cuz he wanted to drink but I am not confident recently with my self control with alcohol

so we both took a decent amount of benzos and prolly gonna be smoking this Oz of granddaddy Mac until the sun comes up just swapping stories like the good ole days

Hope everyone is bein safe ๐Ÿ™‚๐Ÿ‘‹
 
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Feelin good and happy to be alive weirdly enough (not common for me sadly) even on drugs

Marlboros
3 cups of coffee
800mg ibuprofen
150mg diphenhydramine
1.8Gs of gabapentin
1mg clonazepam buccal
4-5 standard sized blunts of granddaddy Mac

Gonna dose .5 more clonaz and put on a good movie in about an hour and just enjoy the lack of anxiety and of course the high ๐Ÿ˜‚
 
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