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Last night-

Half a 5th of whailers dark rum and a small glass of Woodford bourbon
20mg methadone
Lots of weed
Cigs
 
Another late night I've been wired again

So it's a drop in mirtazapine down to roughly 3.2 mg from tonight
800mg valerian so far might take more
CBD

Still not bought anymore bed tea, will have to tomorrow
 
A generous Bag of gear I fucking needed it ain't had any methadone all day.. I savoured every lines and puff of smoke now all I have to do is walk 8 feet to my chemist tommorow after half8 which is just 4:40 away got some weed to but want to wait ten min to help the gear I swear I am never having my Sunday methadone bottle early again it's so stupid just trying to get an extra buzz that I don't need because I'm not sick but also not high but it's better than bring not high and sick a lot better you forget that with opiates especially heroin if you have good supply you take it for granted and don't panic until you start rattling and getting desperate luckily my grandma who I am living with temporarylily as of earlier today lent me a tenner it was really late but luckily I know another user who deals and was awake at 2am which is when I went, I banked it before leaving to cus it's so fucking hot with covid restrictions I'm gonna treat myself to half an egg tommorow to fuck it
 
also SLEEPYTIME TEA!!!!
TEAMSLEEPYJUNKIES

TEAMLEAN
.I actually have a t-shirt that says team lean me and some old mates would wear them before getting shit faced on MCAT I've always been to much of a heavy drug user for my own good though but most drugs you can get really really rock bottom but then bounce back straight away but that stopped once I was on heroin I have only just started getting myself sorted after an 8 year opiate binge I think if I had only been using opiates any opiate for a year or two I would be like I was like before it's all a mugs game grass powders pills if I ever have kids I will never let them touch drugs and ruin their teens and adult years like me..โ˜น๏ธ
 
100mgs Diphenhydramine
425mgs Magnesium Glycinate

This is my goto sleep combo these days i only use the antihistamine once a week, that way it packs a punch when i need it to help put me down ๐Ÿ˜ด
 
Last night-

15mg methadone
Pint of vodka and tall can %8 alc
Lots of weed
Cigs

Drank to fast last night and got way to fucking drunk. Woke up hungover which is something I usually avoid. I Think the phenibut I took the day before was still affecting me cus I got to drunk. Ehh still nauseous and it's almost noon
 
So far a hot chocolate and a Kalms lavender capsule (thought they was sleepers when bought them, but they are anxiety pills, crap ones as didn't calm me down I'm still hyper, but I didn't want to buy more valerian and get addicted to that next, and yes it's addictive, even though people and websites say its not)

Got some calomile buds brewing it takes an hour then drink it cold, blurk, had it once before, its shite but trying it again lol!

Will have CBD and 3.2mg mirtazapine before bed
 
Last night half half an egg this fine sunny morning the other half which I am tucking into now right flicker well fucking earned after going 3 miles to a pointless methadone appointment when the basterds know I'm homeless+ lost my bus pass ๐Ÿคฌ
 
Lavender anxiety capsule
Hot chocolate
Making some camomile flower bud tea takes an hour to brew, then neck it cold
3.2mg mirtazapine
Been puffing CBD vape (I think lol)

Before bed I'll have CBD
 
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