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What was your morning fix? v. waking and baking

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Got my Methadone back, yay! I missed my Methadone, being off it for 2 days, smoking dope instead cuz I spilled a dose accidentally.
I still have a nice little rock of Black tar, 0.6g to be exact. It's some FIRE dope too. I smoked a few lines of it, got an incredible rush, and a VERY Euphoric nod.
Going to save the dope for a rainy day.
You can feel the potency of Methadone when you skip a couple doses, it's extremely potent.
I'm feeling VERY euphoric on 80mg Methadone.
If I still had my Methadone pills/wafers I'd be the happiest guy ever. Liquid sucks balls compared to the tablets IMO.

Yesterday,

0.3g Heroin (smoked)
2mg Clonazepam
900mg Gabapentin
100mg Hydroxyzine
150mg Promethazine
Caffeine
Snickers candy bar
Starburst fruit chews

Do you guys crave candy and chocolate like I do while smoking dope?
Candy tastes AMAZING while smoking dope. It sweetens out the nasty vinegar taste and feels way better.
Also, I can't smoke cigs while smoking dope, I get Nauseous and I vomit when I do.
With Rx Narcotics, I can chain smoke cigs all day.

Today,

80mg Methadone
40mg Diazepam
1200mg Gabapentin
150mg Promethazine
100mg Hydroxyzine
350mg Carisoprodol
Caffeine
Winston gold pack 100s

Feeling gewd. :)
 
Dopesick til a buddy dropped off a dub. IV'd that mother fast as i could. Ive been having horrible luck hitting lately. So much that Im pondering switching back to snorting it but that suuuuuucks.

600mg gabapentin.
 
^^ I feel you bro.
Ive been in the game for over 10 years, and I'm only 26.
I lost my dope connect cuz I've been clean off it for about a year.. And which dope dealers keep the same number for more than 2 months? Nobody that I know.

This dickhead at my clinic has a connect on some fire dope. But he won't throw me a sack unless I give him like 20% of my sack.
I feel him too, as a middle man.. But fuck, a quarter of my sack!? What a greedy SOB.

But once you go back to her, it's hard letting go. Dope sick is the worst feeling in the world, at least from what I have experienced.
I know some addicts who give blow jobs for a dime bag. It's fucking sad.
 
Methacodone said:
But once you go back to her, it's hard letting go. Dope sick is the worst feeling in the world, at least from what I have experienced.
I know some addicts who give blow jobs for a dime bag. It's fucking sad.
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The moment we step into this opiates' world the genuine and social feelings we've carried from mild drugs are immediately gone. And you have to quickly learn how to be professional to prevent being robbed or killed.

Being sick makes us vulnerable and that's where the lines we've drew no longer apply.
It's a harsh life indeed and I wouldn't wish that to anybody.

Getting sober was one of the worst experiences I've had although quite rewarding, however, staying sober requires a daily battle with ourselves until we learn how to deal with frustration and anger. I'd had to put all my efforts into that. And regardless of how long I'm clean, it's always gonna be one day at a time.

Wish you all an awesome Christmas holiday!!
Erik
 
Being dope sick ain't that bad...people do know that individuals have withstood harsh physical torture in the past, right? Just man the fuck up and push through that shit bruuuuuther ;) "what goes up most come down", after all. If that's something a person can't accept than that person shouldn't do drugs IMO. Maybe I just haven't shot up H for long enough.

Withdrawing from benzodiazepine or heavy alcohol abuse, on the other hand...that sounds legitimately rough
 
A berocca Performance Multivitamin that dissolves in water and tastes like orange fizz
A piece of nicotine gum
A nicotine patch
A couple of pepsi's at work
 
50mg of codeine and a cup of coffee.
Im traveling today (going to visit some friends) and haven't packed or done anything.
Gonna clean my appt real quick and get ready, also have to go buy some rolling papers so i can smoke a fat spliff before i get on the plane.
 
I had a TON of properly stored cottons from drawing up heroin. Also had quite a few baggies with some leftovers sticking to the inside of the baggies. First I put the leftovers from the baggies in a spoon. When I had done that I could already tell that it was gonna be a worthwhile effort. I added the cotton-wash to the leftovers and was left with a very potent shot. About the same strength as my usual shot. So that was a lucky break. I'm quite high from my morning fix. Time to go run some last minute Christmas errands! ;)

Good Morning BL! <3
 
4meSM said:
50mg of codeine and a cup of coffee.
Im traveling today (going to visit some friends) and haven't packed or done anything.
Gonna clean my appt real quick and get ready, also have to go buy some rolling papers so i can smoke a fat spliff before i get on the plane.
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Have a nice trip! ;)
 
Burnt Offerings said:
Being dope sick ain't that bad...people do know that individuals have withstood harsh physical torture in the past, right? Just man the fuck up and push through that shit bruuuuuther ;) "what goes up most come down", after all. If that's something a person can't accept than that person shouldn't do drugs IMO. Maybe I just haven't shot up H for long enough.

Withdrawing from benzodiazepine or heavy alcohol abuse, on the other hand...that sounds legitimately rough
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Ain't that bad?
I've never shot up or used a needle outside the hospital.
I was smoking my dope. My first real, and tortuosity withdrawal came from 2 years straight on Hydrocodone using 80mg to 120mg daily, + 3 straight years of Oxycodone using 120mg to 200mg daily, + 1.5 straight years of Black tar Heroin using 0.5-1g daily. It was by far the most intense and evil feelfulling I've ever gone through, about 7 STRAIGHT years of Hard Narcotics usage will give you a withdrawal that will make you wish you were dead.
I experienced exactly that, I couldn't handle 30 minutes from the pain, crying like a 2 year old child. Of course, an ambulance was called. Guess what? The withdrawal nearly killed me, how? Dehydration. I was vomiting and shitting every last drop of liquid in my body. I was turning yellow and a blueish purple color, every little sip of water I tried to drink, I would vomit it back out in 5 seconds or less. Of course all the liquid I had left was the stomach bile acid that I kept puking out (that's where I almost died). Stomach bile acid is yellow, and foamy, and by far the most nastiest bitter taste you can imagine.
When the paramedics arrived, they said 'you're very lucky that you called us, if you waited 20 to 30 more minutes, you could've went into a coma or possibly have died, your body is all dried out'

I've met people who use both, Heroin/Rx Narcotics and Benzodiazepines, they say Benzodiazepine withdrawal is more dangerous, but opiate withdrawal is by far more painful and way more uncomfortable.
Hardcore opiate withdrawal can be just as dangerous as Benzodiazepine withdrawal IMO, from just my experience alone.

Opiate withdrawal = more physically damaging
Benzodiazepine withdrawal = more psychologically damaging

But god bless anyone and everyone who are battling this nasty disease.
 
That sucks. I haven't been using heroin for that long but I'm no amateur at the same time...been using for years. Smoking and shooting mostly. And I've never had WD symptoms that got worse than just feeling like I'm sick with the flu or something. So I don't really care about it.

With that being said I haven't used dope in...four or five days, probably. I like to be able to visit my family/friends without coming off as a total junkie fuck up. Luckily the marks on my arm from slamming heroin & crystal meth went away nicely. herp derp
 
After I get home from the mechanic I may just take some extra Valium and smoke some pot. Or pick up a six pack. Whatever.
 
I know what its gonna be: a shot of dope!

So far, though... 2 cigs. 1 Camel 99 Filter and one Marb Red 100.
Im so tired... up shooting dope and smoking weed til ~3am. Up by 8am to run this dope game. Waiting on shit now..

Edit: still fucking waiting. Im beginning to think this bitch is stringing me along :( pleeeeease God, let this not be a dopesick holiday.
 
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Feels like smoking today. Sometimes I have cravings for a cigarette. I'm glad I don't keep them in the house or in the office.
 
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