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What was your morning fix? v. waking and baking

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Hard at times but thats good Yes
*handshake* :-)

Edit: i forgot to mention that i drink sometimes
 
Coffee, valium soon.

Gotta look at apartments, get a car wash, and create a nice dinner for my friends who have been hosting me. If I don't find a place to live in the next 3 days I am gonna be SCREWED.
 
Reclaim wax (hash oil) smoked off of titanium screens in my bubbler.

Getting me nice and high but tasting like shit. I need to get off my ass and go to the weed store to get me some good concentrates.
 
SirTophamHat said:
Gotta look at apartments, get a car wash, and create a nice dinner for my friends who have been hosting me. If I don't find a place to live in the next 3 days I am gonna be SCREWED.
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It seems like a huge responsibility but so little time.
You should have at least 30 days IMO.
Good luck!
Erik
 
Erikmen said:
It seems like a huge responsibility but so little time.
You should have at least 30 days IMO.
Good luck!
Erik
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I've moved six times in the last one and a half years, so I'm an expert at it. Except if no one answers my emails.... By screwed I am just saying I'll have to live out of a hotel for a while, which would suck. I've had some good luck recently and really hope it isn't about to run out.

I'm confident, its just stressful during the interim. I'm a big boy so its tolerable :)
 
SirTophamHat said:
I've moved six times in the last one and a half years, so I'm an expert at it. Except if no one answers my emails.... By screwed I am just saying I'll have to live out of a hotel for a while, which would suck. I've had some good luck recently and really hope it isn't about to run out.

I'm confident, its just stressful during the interim. I'm a big boy so its tolerable :)
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Good luck SirTopham! :)
 
Around 40mg of very high purity #3 afghan H, 50-70mg meth which is still recrystallised waiting for round 2. Feelin gooood :D
 
BingeBoy said:
^
so you are either a chipper or relapsing.

well good luck with thaT.
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I usually buy a bundle, then quit again for a while. This time I'm taking a break from sub (haven't been on them for very long) to do H, then I'm gonna hop back on the subs. Thanks.
 
It's tough to quit Subs. I know how methadone can be hard. What's the 'catch' about Subs?
I mean, I've seen people seriously hurt when trying to quit Sub.

When you're on methadone obviously it's much harder to go back to H as you can't feel it and in order to slow down you would have to stop for few days. It's a lot of suffering and not even the motivation for H would make you stop in some cases.

The thing about methadone which works well is that it cuts the euphoric feelings from most or all opiates IMO/E.
 
Pill2Chill said:
Some day I will join your club. Some day..

Not today though, because it's quite possible I'll go pick up some heroin later today. :p

My morning fix was, as usual, a red bull and a cigarette.
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Dude you can do it!

I remember the first time I took amp. I stayed awake through the night on a tiny amount. No stress, no anxiety, just wonderment, empathy, feeling ALIVE. And of course, because I kept fucking with it (it was fucking me, more like) it started to ruin my life.

A couple months ago I had next to no confidence that I'd ever be comfortable in this new life. A life devoid of benzos, alcohol, and stimulants. I mean, that was my shit man. I absolutely loved starting the day with a bang, that intense, empowered and cool feeling of amphetamine making you a superhero. Then, when it wore off, I would cover the comedown with several milligrams of a high-potency benzo, and after I decided to quit the benzos, with several drinks, relaxing in style. But to be honest dude, I wasn't getting anywhere. I had few friends, my relationships were few and of poor quality, and I was very symptomatic. No shit. All i cared about was drugs.

Today, I wouldn't trade this sober life for anything. But it took well over half a year to get here. Well, I still use caffeine and nicotine, a couple supplements, and of course medication, but I'm growing in all ways and I can't even fucking believe it. There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow my friend!
 
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