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What was your morning fix? v. waking and baking

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gmlifer said:
That's the plan Stan but I do have an issue. Once I get high the first time it's hard to say no to redosing. I plan on cutting down to 40mg tomorrow and then 30mg Tuesday then 20mg Wednesday and try to ride it out at 20mg for a couple weeks.
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I can relate to that.
That's a good plan. Wanting to do it is always a good plan!
Good luck!
Erik
 
2mg plugged buprenorphine
2mg clonazepam subL
Last bowl of cannabis most likely, probation...
L-theanine
Caffeine
400mg DMAE bitrate w/ choline
Nicotine via Marlboro Reds
 
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Went to a mainly trap show last night (yes, I know.. but it was fucking insane still). That was only on two hours of sleep and after working 8 hours (had to wake up at 6am and make it to work for 7am). So I took a little adderall when we got into the club and then had a tequila sunrise and a shot of tequila. Then I was good to go for the whole night. Only went to sleep at 6am.
 
The time is now just before 8 in the morning.

I'd say that I just woke up, but I'm honestly legitimately not sure if I slept at all last night. Chronic insomnia, and all that.

I would like to preface this by saying (even though it literally doesn't matter, at all) that I am a full time engineering student at a major state university (nuclear engineering, to be more specific, I may switch to environmental.) It is my sophomore year of college, I currently have a GPA that is around 3.6, with a solid 4.0 this semester. I have A's across the board in such heady subjects as Physics 2, Calculus 3, and Intro to Programming. I would never brag about any of this, because it would make me sound vain. My parents may be proud of me, but the truth is that between 15 credits of engineering school on top of a 30 hour work week, I work so fucking hard that sometimes I just want to die.

Anyway, boo-hoo with my first world hardships, like I said they're really not relevant. I'm about to take some drugs.

First, the stimulants. I'm genuinely not sure if I could do school without them. I'll start my day by popping 200mg of R-Modafinil, with a pot of coffee brewing in the background for potentiation.

Just the thought of that upper mix hitting my system is enough to make me feel anxious and jittery, so I better take something about that...300mg Gabapentin and .5mg Clonazepam should do the trick nicely.

I love c-pam, it's the most gentle benzo I have, but I'm running out. Hopefully I have enough Flubromazolam and Clonazolam to last me through what is going to be a very long winter.

Anyways, back to the drugs. I just swallowed a handful of pills and it seems to be doing its thing. The R-Modafinil wakes me right up while the Clonazepam and Gabapentin relax me. I'm putting the batteries into my sub ohm (nicotine) vape box yeah yeah whatever mod device thing, getting ready to blow mad cloudz brah, and I realize my coffee's ready.

I've always thought coffee tasted better if you mix in a packet of hot cocoa mix to make it a mocha. Then take a mug, fill half of it with mocha and the other half with peppermint schnapps. Maybe it's just the Wisconsinite in me, but damn if this isn't the perfect winter drink.

I can feel the combinations - the ups and the downs pulling on each other, the chemicals being released. I think that right now, the best thing I could do is take a dab. That couldn't hurt, right? Nah, that'd be fun.

So, so far this morning I've taken...

200mg R-Modafinil
.5mg Clonazepam
300mg Gabapentin
Lots of caffeine (coffee)
A bit of alcohol (peppermint schnapps)
A fat dab of some great oil
Plenty of nicotine vapor

And that is how I'm choosing to start this particular day. I'll leave my front door and walk to the bus, on a cocktail that would have most people high as shit. And I'm gonna interact with the sober world, im gonna continue getting a 4.0 and just crushing it academically, and they'll all have no fucking clue.

This is just my morning fix, I'll update this list as the day goes on. Plans: a lot more dab taking and pill popping (during/once I've finished my homework) then having a tinder girl (who doesn't even do drugs) over for a night of some wild sex. The saga continues, welcome to yet another day in my life. I'm not unhappy, in fact I'd even say I'm doing great, but sometimes I have to wonder how inherently unsustainable this is.

Happy Monday, everyone <3
 
Weed and a cig gotta spend most of today doing lame shit like laundry and cleaning. Got 5 places to go this afternoon too.
 
Wøke up smøked a fat b0wl of sØme Fire ØG bud(%30 THC!!) with lots of keif on tOp.Then took 3mgs of kpins and smoked a cigarette.
Took bus to get well (14øMgs Methadøne) with a 800mg gabapentin. mOre wEEd (bubble gum) Mmm tasty! Oh and lots of cigarettes.
 
140 mg of methadone!? That's big. Why would you bother taking gabapentin? don't mean to be invasive.
Used to take 70 mg of 'dones for years.
 
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