....I have returned from the crypts. I ended up breaking my no more than 1 night no sleep rule. Still got some stowed away for future, some left, and like I don't even know. I was weighing out another point or 2 of that crystal grade a-php (I found some whom insist the brown pwdr grade going round is php and the crystals are pvp. ) and unknowingly dump it into my diclazepam container, which had atleast 350-400mg in it) left it out in the open overnight (in FL, think of humidity). Woke up to a lil over 1g solid. Anyways...
After crashing and sleeping for a few hours, waking near diner, thought I slept 1.5 days. Upon finding out and feeling shit, time to go grab god knows what amount of diclazepam i could separate, not too difficult considering physical properties of the two, cashed in on the occasional 10mg free methadone, and began the restoration. Once the 'done was kicking into gear (just got a fresh opie tolerance last week) so feeling more diclazepam than usual, I decided to take advantage of this great situation! Fat vape of a-php, then my first pipe tobacco bong of the day (always a rush with the first) and collapse in bed. In the im safe lets go feels way.
I called it the 'super speedball analog' with the benzo representing the 'super' part. Oh I felt an inch from stim vomiting yet was at first bound and sedated. A lil while later I prepared just enough a-php and the perfect volume of water to not overfill my right sinus (and hold it in there too!!) delivered via 1cc oral syringe to nose. Im an expert at getting shit to absorb correctly, and very well. Ironically nasal is my least fav of all the ROAs. This all nrought me into normal speedball terrritory.
A pipe hit/nic later I could care less about trying to get that mix working again.My gimp hand I slept on has healed enough to start bastardy relearning that muscle memory, technique, speed, general heavy metal picking. I could care less if all my a-php was gone now. Ill still use whats left, just less, and differently.
First good morning in a while here. Gonna go sift out a little diclaz booster. Breakfast, actually. Be peace.