So, I won't lie, feel embarrassed as fuck for acting the way I did yesterday.. I don't like myself (The next day) when I get too buck and not truly KNOW that I'm as tossed as I was. Did I say anything stupid yesterday? Damn, you never know how high you truly are till you wake up and realize you were lit.. I'm stashing these barbs and not touching them till I actually need them for BZD WD. I always knew barbs were no joke, and I've indulged on them quite a few times in my life, but, damn.. Phenobarb is its own beast, and I will not repeat that.. Now, I need to count my pills because I have no idea how much I actually indulged in.
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On a good note, I feel much better after about 6 hours of sleep. Woke up, took 25mg Nitrazepam, and 30mg Dexedrine. Leaving my Lorazepam alone till later, the Nitraz is a great anxiety killer, feel no need to eat more, though I'm certain the Pheno is attributing to that. Hope you broj's are well! Damn, I seriously cannot wait to go to Pappadeaux and eat mad gator, one of the best foods one can consume.