^Woah a 3-5ml barrel is quite alot of liquid to be pushing in those tiny veins, or doesn't that really matter? I'd think more liquid comes out at once when pushing the plunger on a larger syringe, no? Or isn't that a problem? I guess not since you reported no problems.
I'm just jelly you get 200mg morphine/day rx'd, my doc used to give me oxies but when I wanted to quit I told him I didn't want it anymore because it had too much of an impact on my life blah blah blah. Now last time I suggested going back to something stronger because the pain has gotten worse again and he refused, while I am struggling with a pretty serious scolliosys (or however you spell it) and it hurts alot.. The dick!
I'm most likely gonna visit him again this week or the next and repeat my question, saying tramadol and tilidine don't do jack shit for my pain anymore. I'll make up some story about a new job that puts a big strain on my back, and being in constant agony etc etc. It's not
really a lie, except for the fact it's not a
new job my back does hurt alot when I'm at work despite the tramadol. He'll probably suggest Fortal - Pentazocine (which he has before and I didn't like the effects but it was very noddy), but at this point I'd take that over tilidine.
I don't know why but tilidine barely worked for me when I got it this time while it was normally a lot stronger than tramadol and very noddy, it hardly gave me any euphoria this time.. So I ate way too many each time and pretty much wasted them all.
I'd like to keep the tramadol script though unless he's willing to give me oxy again or morphine or the like. Other than that anything stronger than tilidine would make me happy, preferably not pentazocine but I wouldn't even complain if that was his choice.
I went through my 100x10mg valium, 90x200mg tramadol, 60x150mg tilidine scripts in about 1,5-2 weeks lol.. *ashamed* But in my defence (lol..) I shared some with a mate.
Luckily I still got my lormetazepam script which I'm gonna fill as soon as I go over to my dad's as I ordered it at the pharmacy there and use those a little more wisely (hopefully.)
Also, my dentist gave me fucking ibuprofen for some pretty serious tooth ache, which is the worst kind of pain imaginable imo, while I already told her I took tramadol and ibuprofen and neither did jack shit to help with pain. Bitch!
/edit: Oh, my breakfast was my last 400mg tramadol my last 50mg diazepam.