2 perc 10s
Coffee with 2g of kratom resin melted in it. I make strong ass coffee so it disguises the bitterness nicely
This combination really starts my day off well. If I could keep this balance all day long it would be great, but I can't maintain it very long. It seems like any percs or kratom taken afterward do not have the same effect as those first morning doses.
cup of coffee with a bowl of blue dream. I wish I could've had a bit of oxycodone or hydrocodone with that, I'd really love some opiates right about now.
1 mug of Earl Grey Tea
2 slices of toast with Macaroni Cheese
20mg Citalopram
5mg Diazepam
In a couple of hours I will have a bottle of poppy pod "tea" (it's really just a drink).
That is it. I am slowly stopping taking benzos and I am just taking poppt pods now. I know they are highly addictive but I usually buy a kilo, use it, then I wait a few weeks before I get another so so far I have been fine. Apart from that and the odd bottle of beer I don't use much any more.
When I awake I'm planning on some coffee and diazepam. Both help calm my nerves before I have to go to my psych appt which I always get nervous about ahead of time, even though it always turns out fine, and the guys super nice.
A nice warm mug of Kratom tea, a Kratom extract capsule, a swig of poppy tea, a hit or two of some sort of dank weed, a Camel filter, and I'm about to have some eggs, salsa, and toast!
3:30am fix of IV morphine before i jumped in for an awesomely hot shower. been nodding most of the night so will be having a nice big sleep soon so thought i'd get my morning fix in now rather than later haha.