120 mg of methadone at the clinic..I've drastically reduced my dose; only been taking like 40-50 mg a day and feeling fine. The only reason I took 120 today was if I skipped today I'd only get a take-home of 95 mg tomorrow instead of 120, and I need that take-home to continue detoxing at home. I'll have 120 mg methadone, ~5 mg alprazolam, ~40 mg clonazepam, some ambien..Even all those won't take the pain away completely, but before I know it I'll be looking back on this period of my life thinking, "That few weeks of feeling shitty was SO worth being able to live life free, the way I should be.
Sorry to get all off-topic. That 120 mg got me pretty high/chatty after taking much less than that the past few days.