I just had the best most satisfying shit of my life not the best besr actually on second thoughts defo not but it's up their in the top5... It's 5am in UK(I just woke up) I love getting up early my late great grandad even on his last birthday (94) went sleep strictly at 7 then gets up at 4:30 am - 5 am feeds ash god I miss them both and his house god damn I miss grandads house and him sharing his Sunday dinner with me me and my mum used to live their just me, her and grandad this was when I was really little instead of baby milk grandad used to put tea in my baby bottle and Chuck it up over the fence if I didn't get my tea I wouldn't cry I hardly ever cried or annoyed my parents apparently even at night but I would let him know I was distressed he really was an amazing guy he lived through ww2 as well unfortunately just after this he caught bowel cancer barely survived and also all his muscle was gone as was his physique overall he still had they Irish fire in his belly though.. until his very last day if you are reading this grandad thank you for the yearly skeggnwss family holidays you always paid for thank you for always making sure I had something to open on Christmas and my birthday and mostly rest in peace may God look over you and through you watch over me.
Btw this is the day he died the day we decided to pull the plug because grandad would have committed suicide before he would ever be in a wheelchair dependant on others he was just to proud and independent an example of a true gentlemen from over nine generations ago he used to use his belt, and buckle to beat my mum as a kid if she missbehaved never did anything like that to me though
I been in MMT for 4 years, in December it'll be 5 years. I was in active addiction for almost 20 years. Looking back now, I can't believe I hadn't died or ended up in prison/jail. III îoo km tmmy
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IM Ketamine and XR Morphine. Goes really nice together I must have got the timing perfect they seemed to really synergize today.
Really taking the edge off the start of the weekend/easing me into the hangover nicely lol I had cocaine+ketamine up the nose, cider+vodka in the belly Friday night with only 4 hours sleep then all day yesterday sniffed ket until the eve then started drinking again and had a few hits IV, with a few 275mg pregabs and some more lines of ket, and a couple lines of them mixed together lol. Haven't slept yet but probably will soon. Ran out of drugs now. Apart from 1 more morphine tab and actually just remembered I got 3 zopiclones downstairs. I was clean for 9 days (not including booze) before Friday. Trying to keep the usage down during recent lockdown as the previous weeks I was being very heavy on the ket lol
Can't wait to go back to work
55mg methadone
Some vanilla wafer cookies
Some Cheetos (yay for shitty breakfast choices lmao)
Smoked like 3 cigs so far but been vaping more than smoking.
Im also putting together this 6 cubed stand.... finally after having it for months lol. Im a procrastinator
Just had a few bong hits of transkei. Semi stoned. Trying to decide what im going to use for the rest of the day as its my two mates bday and they invited me for a braai on the DL cause of the lockdown.