was? well, a half gram bong hit of the best bubble hash money can buy, followed by a cup of coffee with a fuckload of sugar with a bowl of dank in a pipe (for some reason i enjoyed smoking from a pipe with my morning coffee, sue me) but now its evolved into 300mg morphine + 20mg oxy, no coffee or hash, a nod and a plan on what i'm gonna be consuming that day based on how i feel, and then snap out of my morning/waking nod with a stimulant or slowly come out of it and then slowly go back into a nod-state, not the proudest of regimens but ya gotta make the best of the cards youre dealt on any given day even if theyre not the best, drugs are like gambling just as much as gambling is like drugs you win and lose, i believe i'm fucking high.