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2mg fent buccal,today-30mg diazepam instead of usually15-20mg....cause feel so scared....and ofcourse nothing works....can't fight this horror with pills or alc.-u just feel as sober as before....Does anybody here understand what i am talkin' 'bout?Somebody experience simmilar stuff?75mg trazodone to not wake up freezing,sneezing and move from side to side like a someone with rabies.....and this shitty patches would finished after less than a week....hell is 'round the corner๐Ÿฅถ
 
Orange juice and "kwark/fromage blanc"
Instant coffee with milk and sugar.

An ethylphenidate infused cotton, 40 mg of methadone and a small hash joint , woke up early to watch the USA elections , feeling dandy that circus doesn't affect me anyway I'm getting closer to a very special person and that's all that matters to me.

Have a nice day for all the guys and galls in euroland!
 
Morning, all. Hope everyone is off to a fantastic Fryday. ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐ŸŒ„

Wrapped the first week at the new job last night; great success - they love me and likewise. Got today and tomorrow off, going into a counseling appointment here in a few and then going over to help my people get ready for a yard sale they're having tomorrow morning. Should be a good, productive couple days, then back to the grind on Sunday. ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Starting us off today:

Large thermos of coffee
Nic vape
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone

Only have one small bowl of herb left, so saving that for a little later on. Small reup today or tomorrow, enough to tide me over until I get my first check early next week. Which might be earlier than I think since Monday's a holiday, gotta call and check on those checks. ๐Ÿ˜Ž

Everyone have a safe, fun and stress-free day. โค๏ธ
 
I had some coffee and after my morning dump 40 mg of methadone.

Then had a beer around noon and a couple haze joints.

I burned out my crack pipe cause I felt like having that taste in my mouth ( I smoked a little piece yesterday)
 
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Morning blueworld

Haven't posted this early lol in the mornings that is.

20mg methadone
15mg diazepam
Wake and bake ( purple haze )

To be honest I'm kinda Getting use to the purple haze. Gonna go when my shift ends at 9 and get something else.

Happy Monday all
 
last dose of fent..tommorow go into fent withdrawl...two months on this....and got only disphorya every time i take it...not easy to be at stabile dose on this substance-can't sleep more than two=three hours and woke up in withdrawl with awfull restless leg syndrome....it wasn't like that when i was hooked up on this shitty patches seven years ago....absolutely the biggest shit from the opioids for me is that fent....proper only for surgeries and severe pain syndrome.can't find anything to ease the withdrawl symptoms nor i wanna searching for methadone.....today will go make some pharma shopping-lyrica.....got only four pills valium...so must check my GP too......too hard to quit the both substances together at the same time......spring quit 2 and a half years bupre habbit....now this shit.......fight and fight again and again...... dream about winter remission and feel good about this...it makes me keep goin'.....and may God helps meโœŠ๐Ÿ™โ˜ฆ๏ธ
 
last dose of fent..tommorow go into fent withdrawl...two months on this....and got only disphorya every time i take it...not easy to be at stabile dose on this substance-can't sleep more than two=three hours and woke up in withdrawl with awfull restless leg syndrome....it wasn't like that when i was hooked up on this shitty patches seven years ago....absolutely the biggest shit from the opioids for me is that fent....proper only for surgeries and severe pain syndrome.can't find anything to ease the withdrawl symptoms nor i wanna searching for methadone.....today will go make some pharma shopping-lyrica.....got only four pills valium...so must check my GP too......too hard to quit the both substances together at the same time......spring quit 2 and a half years bupre habbit....now this shit.......fight and fight again and again...... dream about winter remission and feel good about this...it makes me keep goin'.....and may God helps meโœŠ๐Ÿ™โ˜ฆ๏ธ
I will say a prayer for you.
 
Sup peeps. ๐Ÿ˜Ž ๐ŸŒ„

Gonna be a marathon grind today, big boy thirteen hour shift at work starting at 11am and running to midnight, something I asked for to help recoup my losses from having to call out on Sunday. Payday tho, so I get to reup on PED's beforehand. ๐Ÿ˜‰

Recipe for success:

Black coffee
Nic vape
40mg fluoxetine
50mg lamotrigine
5mg apixaban
140mg methadone
smoking a fat bowl of Zerealz currently
100mg testosterone IM shot here in a little bit

Let's get it. ๐Ÿ”ฅ
 
sitting IN the fire....termo receptors obvious doesn;t work....secrets runs frm eyes,nose,skin....what a feelin' maaaan....every man must go through this hahaha....total havoc in the body......mentally i am ok.....till now...and it's just a first fokin day....a long,long white night is before me
 
sitting IN the fire....termo receptors obvious doesn;t work....secrets runs frm eyes,nose,skin....what a feelin' maaaan....every man must go through this hahaha....total havoc in the body......mentally i am ok.....till now...and it's just a first fokin day....a long,long white night is before me
You got this, the worst will be over in the next week. Hopefully you've some valium/clonodine to help ease the wds
 
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