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Morning consisted of a complete fuck around helping mate get his keys to a new pad. Turned up out of it on valium trying to shoot some shady looking pre made rock, proper sketchy vibes.


Then had abuse hurled at me in the local petrol station by some dickhead truck driver.

Managed a couple healthy toots on the b I've bought before anyone got in there. Quick spliff and a coffee now feeling nice and high after this mornings trials and tribulations. 😎
 
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Coping with the drop in bupe in my system (originally was on 16. Currently on 12), so I've been super lethargic and in acute withdrawal. So today was:
12mg suboxone
1mg alprazolam
12.5mg adderall
4mg zofran
40mg thc gummy
Joint of the Girl Scout Cookie i grew.
Numerous rips from a Penjamin Franklin I made from the GSC.
About half a g of some 🔥 rosin I pressed from a friend's Oreoz harvest.
1 liter of water w/ a liquid iv thrown in.
And a strawberry Pina colada elfbar (50mg nicotine)
 
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Kratom
Coffee
One hit from the nicotine vape (yes, I promise, I’m stopping!!!)
25mg metoprolol succinate
800mg gabapentin
Biofreeze patch
Voltaren Gel (Diclofenac Sodium Topical Gel 1%) on the areas that hurt which is about 60% of my body surface 😅)
DHEA
Marshmallow root
Chelated zinc
Prenatals
CoQ10
Milk Thistle
Dandelion root
Vitamin D

Yes, I take a lot of supplements, lol. Most of them are actually prescribed/recommended by doctors for various reasons: Marshmallow root for IBS-C, Milk Thistle and Dandelion Root for the liver, cuz I used to have NAFLD; DHEA, Vitamin D and Prenatals cuz I’m tryna get pregnant, duh.

The kratom I gotta stop or greatly reduce. The gabapentin I’m going to continue taking; looked it up, and there is zero evidence it causes any harm. They just don’t know. And I can’t take anything else for my pain, so might as well take this or I might not make it 9 months! 😅

Slept like a log last night, not sure if it was the Clomid or the NyQuil. I’m bouda add a squirt of afrin to this mix cuz of this damn cold.
 
6;12 am in California.
I like when I'm up early after actual sleep.

3-4 cups coffee
Camel Turkish Gold cigs
2 Ksalol
two hours of bowl hits, Girl Scout Cookies
(I have 1 more adderall 30mg but haven't decided if this morning needs it.

This is a fairly normal breakfast for me after I stopped the opiate madness 2 weeks and change ago
 
Morning ritual: 600mg of gabapentin, 2g of kratom, a couple hits of good bud, and an energy drink. Sadly, this is just to keep me baseline.

On the days I want to feel "better" I take 1500mg of gabapentin instead of 600mg. I've tried taking bigger doses of kratom, but had bad results where I just felt nauseated and like I was dying or something. Not like other opioids where I'd feel much better after puking. I don't take breaks from the kratom bc I used it to come off a 4 year Subutex prescription. I would take breaks if I had the time to feel like ass, but I'm too busy every day. Need to work on tapering that.

The gabapentin I've been on for like 6 years now. That's why taking these drugs just brings me to a baseline. Both of my addictions started off as prescribed medicines for legitimate issues. Oxycodone from a urologist and gabapentin from an addiction doctor when I started Subutex. I went to the addiction doctor to get help for the addiction problems I was having after several kidney surgeries and lots of pain medications. Now I'm addicted to opioids and gabapentinoids, yay! 😕

Trying to taper things with chronic pain problems is a goddamn nightmare.
 
Just my regular daily bupe, 16mg sublingual. Thankfully I was able to avoid vomiting as it absorbed - another rocky morning with regards to my stomach, one of those where I wake up, take a sip of coffee and then puke my brains out for 15 minutes. I've been trying to lay off the cannabis as I'm on parole and subject to piss tests, but it's the only fucking thing that works for my nausea, stimulating my mostly nonexistent appetite, depression, insomnia, anxiety... My P.O. isn't a total bitch, not the worst one I've had by a long shot, but she's doesn't look at the whole picture either, like "Hey, he's not testing hot for anything else, isn't out cooking meth somewhere in the woods (what I went to prison for), hasn't absconded and is gainfully employed..." Nooo, she wants to fixate on the fucking d-9 medicated peanut butter cups I purchase legally that allow me to live a semi-comfortable life. 🙄
 
Gm, y'all.

breakfast at 630am:

4 cups coffee
2 Adderall 30mg IR
1 xanax bar
Camel cigs, many
1 Ativan 2mg
1 Rockstar
Weed

A little heavy but I'm off the opiates and crack 3 weeks and this here works.
Will be taking bars and half bars throughout the day.
 
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