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Almost out of pain meds and 4 days to go with very little :( so:

Sertraline 150mg
Dihydrococeine 60mg
Gabapentin 300mg

It's 3pm now and had an additional:

Dihydrocodeine 60mg
Gabapentin 600mg

Since then. Not sick sick, but feeling borderline wd.
 
60mg Vyvanse
15mg Adderall
600mg Gabapentin
3-4 shots of vodka

Getting ready to pack everything up, and "move" (to the hotel room) today. I'm seeing an apartment in MD tomorrow that's pretty affordable and allows pets.

Hopefully it should work out because I'm really not trying to be confined to a hotel for too damn long.
 
50mg Tramadol
2mg Ksalol
Coffee

Feel like crap today, think I’m just burnt out from working so much - and next week is Cheltenham ffs.
 
No man.Its need a longtime to work....and it hooks badly.Try to not take AD,but if you are too down,then probably must take the risk.Petsonally me -just another dependence and regret that was starting this before more than a half year,even at lower possible dose
 
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No man.Its need a longtime to work....and it hooks badly.Try to not take AD,but if you are too down,then probably must take the risk.Petsonally me -just another dependence and regret that was starting this before more than a half year,even at lower possible dose
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Thankyou I appreciate it. I just spoke to my pharmacist while picking my bupe up and she said same thing. I told her I was reluctant to take them as I have enough demon mates, and she said they are not addictive! Lol

Drug dealers dressed smart.
 
Some people quitt em without much problems.Well i try two times and after a 48 hours start to feel really bad in the head.Not the right time to quitt at the moment
 
8mg Suboxone
60mg Vyvanse
300mg Bupropion
600mg Gabapentin
100mg Quetiapine
Monster energy
Maverick menthol 100s

I'm still in a very shitty, desperate situation. Got one more week set up in the hotel. It's insanity though, with the weekly pricing, a month in this bitch is like 2k. Which is NOT sustainable.

My money is dwindling. I need a new full time job, right fucking NOW. Otherwise I really don't know what I'll be doing.

Also, I'm thinking I'm going to quit drinking. I think I just need to. I can't function when I'm drinking, because I ultimately end up drinking way too much, and that creates way more problems than I need right now. I couldn't sleep for shit this AM at like 5, so I popped a Seroquel and got a couple more hours.
 
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^^ As well I think I'm going to start taking my Wellbutrin prescription regularly again. I'm just super depressed and unmotivated. It's killing me. Not sure if I want to start back up on abilify though, since it will limit my ability to trip and probably will make amphetamines less effective.
 
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^^ As well I think I'm going to start taking my Wellbutrin prescription regularly again. I'm just super depressed and unmotivated. It's killing me. Not sure if I want to start back up on abilify though, since it will limit my ability to trip and probably will make amphetamines less effective.
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I'm glad you are stopping the vodka. Alcohol is hands down the worst drug we can take. I know your woman has issues and you don't want her to drink alone but it's just not good for you at this time. Maybe when you get on your feet and get a good job and have all the bills paid you can party with booze here and there but climbing out of a rut with a bottle nearby never works. It keeps us in the hole. I really really want to see good things start to happen for you and I know you want it too. Stay strong and committed deficit because I know you can do it. I long to read a post from you where things are looking up.
 
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^^ As well I think I'm going to start taking my Wellbutrin prescription regularly again. I'm just super depressed and unmotivated. It's killing me. Not sure if I want to start back up on abilify though, since it will limit my ability to trip and probably will make amphetamines less effective.
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wellbutrin is awesome. helped me a lot until I started snorting n slamming it.

alc is bad for me but I can't help drink. I always create false narritives for my gf when drunk I feel bad about it

but I hate being in my head

and I love to masturbate on another note related to stim use
 
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