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What Was Your Morning Fix? v. I Can't Breathe, I Need A Cigarette

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RTrain said:
^Now that a morning pick me up.

Wow I am surprised so many people rip through all their dope at night and wake up disappointed. I would always at least leave myself a decent line or 2 for the AM, especially since I am an early riser (sometime between 5-8am). That is my favorite time to get high, too. Just role out of bed feeling awful, crawl to my drugs and do them, in seconds feeling better. Then some coffee and more dope and I am god to go. With my work schedule I only work 2 out of 3 days a week (a 16 and 24 hours shift) so I have many mornings to just get high and chill, and I loved it. I do typically pick up an OT shift 1 or 2 days a week, too, so its not all fun and games. Actually no fun and games at all right now, just Subs.


OT: I will be sticking with:
Suboxone and Coffee
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Yeah I tend to do the same. Waking up without a fix is unbearable for me, especially lately with the fucked up weather we've been getting in this town. Nothing worse than walking through 4 inches of snow in sub-zero weather sick as a dog.
 
^ dont take my word for it, but ive heard that if one takes fish oil on an empty stomach, it can be consumed by your body as calories rather than being absorbed for the intended brain/joint health. im only repeating what ive heard, just thought it might be worth a mention. anyway that sounds like a bomb wakeup, gotta love rhodiola rosea.

hangyourhead said:
I love how Nos has that CMPLX 6 formula with lots of B12, B6 and L-Theanine.
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My friend who used to work for Coke gave me a NOS shirt a couple years ago that I still wear :). If they had a cane sugar version I'd drink that stuff sooo often heheh. It used to be my breakfast of choice when waking up early to do acacia extractions in my teenage days.
 
back on the buprenorphine today

.5mg x 2 about 2 hours apart
couple cups of coffee

hopefully the boredom doesn't get to me.
 
SirTophamHat said:
^ dont take my word for it, but ive heard that if one takes fish oil on an empty stomach, it can be consumed by your body as calories rather than being absorbed for the intended brain/joint health. im only repeating what ive heard, just thought it might be worth a mention. anyway that sounds like a bomb wakeup, gotta love rhodiola rosea.
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Oh I know, you told me this before and I actually changed my regimen so that I take the rhodiola before eating breakfast and take the fish oil after.
 
TheRapperGoneBad said:
Sobriety didnt even drink my coffee probably cause no opiates and stomach pains
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Coffee is about the only thing I ingest in the morning when I am kicking, but usually in the CT it'd be nothing. Even the first few days on Subs. Maybe some fruit if its lying around, or a bowl of cereal if I got some I particularly like. MY stomach feels like it shrinks up to the size of a grape b/c I'm not eating when dopesick.

OT: 1 mg bupe, coffee
Do I take these tramadols.....The idea of seizure risk doesn't seem worth it, but the reports of great synergy with bupe do, hmmm
 
2mg buprenorphine
cup of coffee

think I'm gonna walk down to the liquor store n get some shitty vodka to make this transition a little easier.
 
RTrain said:
Coffee is about the only thing I ingest in the morning when I am kicking, but usually in the CT it'd be nothing. Even the first few days on Subs. Maybe some fruit if its lying around, or a bowl of cereal if I got some I particularly like. MY stomach feels like it shrinks up to the size of a grape b/c I'm not eating when dopesick.

OT: 1 mg bupe, coffee
Do I take these tramadols.....The idea of seizure risk doesn't seem worth it, but the reports of great synergy with bupe do, hmmm
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I'm sure you made up your mind by now, but as someone who suffers from epilepsy I have to mention how completely fucking awful seizures are. You wake up from it feeling like your heart is going to explode. I wouldn't risk it personally but thats just me, I'm definitely a tad shellshocked from my experiences with convulsion.
 
Welp, haven't had any internet in my house until now. Some shit went down with my M-done + 2 x 2mg Xanax (white Xanax brand name ones, they smack me!) I couldn't remember what I was going on about literally seconds ago or where I set something down. Of course, my 'rents noticed I was off my ass. My ~6 year addiction to benzos, buprenorphine, oxy, mostly a shit ton of IV diacetylmorphine, methadone, IV cocaine (most of my dopeboys also serve caps filled with a tenth of raw IV-worthy la cocaina, MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF MXE (IV'd, smoked, insufflated, IM'd, sublingual)... anyhow, well what I mean to say is: My parents are MAD HIP to when I'm faced and my pops can pretty much guess which combo or specific drug it is.

My dad did some serious druggin' in his day (now he's just a business man so he's an alcoholic, understandably he said he misses buds) ie Mescaline, LSD, Yayo, MDMA, PCP, ect.

This morning though:

70mg M-done.
600mg gabapentin.
160mg caffeine.
Vodka.
Med-quality bud.
 
My usual 100mg of methadone and 10mg of clonaz which i only meant to have 6mg but somehow had 2 more as per usual. So much better than alpraz in every way. Even though i made a mistake it could be much more dangerous with xanax not coz of OD but what follows lol

I feel damn fine!
 
same as every morning before work. valium & coffee. usually ativan too, especially today. i'm driving to a service -- before work -- for girl about my age who took her life. i've been to like two real funerals. one, my friend had OD'd. i was like 14 or 15 and already depressed. i did not have any anxiety about the funeral. my friend had died. the other, a friend's mom died of cancer. he was way too young and his dad had already passed away. and i knew his mom well; got to say goodbye and all that because she knew she was going. again, true emotion deleted any nerves about being at a sensitive, formal event. i could have shown up in a t-shirt at either. i probably did with for my friend's -- don't shoot coke; you can die. now i'm fucking googling what i'm supposed to wear. i don't know the girl; i work with her mom. but i figure showing up cannot be anything but positive. even if it is an hour of getting ready and an hour of driving just to say "your in my thoughts" and get back in my car and go to work. that sounded sarcastic; it's not. i'm definitely not staying for the actual funeral.
 
hydroazuanacaine said:
same as every morning before work. valium & coffee. usually ativan too, especially today. i'm driving to a service -- before work -- for girl about my age who took her life. i've been to like two real funerals. one, my friend had OD'd. i was like 14 or 15 and already depressed. i did not have any anxiety about the funeral. my friend had died. the other, a friend's mom died of cancer. he was way too young and his dad had already passed away. and i knew his mom well; got to say goodbye and all that because she knew she was going. again, true emotion deleted any nerves about being at a sensitive, formal event. i could have shown up in a t-shirt at either. i probably did with for my friend's -- don't shoot coke; you can die. now i'm fucking googling what i'm supposed to wear. i don't know the girl; i work with her mom. but i figure showing up cannot be anything but positive. even if it is an hour of getting ready and an hour of driving just to say "your in my thoughts" and get back in my car and go to work. that sounded sarcastic; it's not. i'm definitely not staying for the actual funeral.
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Wow rough stuff. I haven't lost a friend yet. To be honest I always assumed I was going to be that friend that died for my friends. I like the idea of coffee and valium. I'm hungover and this hair of the dog thing just don't work as well the older you get. I've had like 4 shots and just want some buds so I can go to bed and have a good sleep.
 
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