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What Was Your Morning Fix? v. I Can't Breathe, I Need A Cigarette

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^ :) the fact that it makes certain drugs even more potent is just a bonus!

making coffee now :D gonna relax today because tomorrow is busy again.
 
Finally got my hands on some good dope.
Bought a half g of some brown two days ago that at first felt great, as I increased my dose however I noticed it made me quite jittery, which made me somewhat uneasy as I obviously couldn't be sure what was in the cut, eventually it occured to me that it was more than likely caffeine as it was almost identical to the sensation I get when I drink way too much coffee. I unfortunately didn't have any cash at the time short of food money which I may have spent however it was for my girlfriend and I and theres no way I was going to make her go hungry so I could cop, as a result I've been just kinda getting by with that crap so it goes without saying that when I was finally able to get my hands on some solid white this morning i was hugely relieved..Anyway
Half tenth of shitty brown
Tenth of china( both ingested via the nose)
bunch of cigarettes
and was considering smoking a joint but weed has been making me super panicy lately so I may reconsider that decision.
might plug another half tenth.
Not a hugely fullfilling morning but a hell of a lot better than yesterday, so no complaints here.
 
My morning fix was 50-100 mgs of Meth ( tolerance was always high with that stuff ) and it was usually always IV when I had clean needles around otherwise I'd sprinkle that shit in yogurt and when I was up definitely some Marlboro Reds to start the morning off while I'm rushing on my run.. back when I was single, cleaning the house, fucking for hours, lifting to get completely shredded, working to pay the bills. I thought I had it all under control.. but I was young and dumb. Been 2 years sober now and I tell myself if I started it up again I'd have it under control. That might be somewhat true.. but with drugs life always has a way of letting you know there is no such thing as control. But then again I don't know *shrugs* I do miss it though. Now I just wake up and have a light breakfast with my multi vitamins and shit. Boring yes.. but I'm married and I can't be a thrill seeker like I used to be. Such is life though! Might as well just take care of my body now!
 
Draven26 said:
I do miss it though.
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hearing someone say this about H right after getting out of jail and then impatient was the most simple, somber series of words i've ever heard. was like -- for a second -- a ghost talking. but that person's still clean!

anyway, coffee & valium. never deviate.
 
Mr.Scagnattie said:
95 mg's methadone after an hour wait at the shitty clinic
Valium
Smokes
Coffee
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damn son, what caused the hold up getting your dose this morning?

and based on what you post in here you seem to keep your benzo use in check pretty good. once a week, give or take, you seem to take some valium with your morning. does it potentiate any of the dones effects or just give you the typical benzo mind state that most of us come to enjoy?
 
Yeah, I will take 70 degree weather year round with no humidity.........

We haven't had a good amount of snow for several years & this season we are being bombarded for those missed years, lol.
 
hydroazuanacaine said:
hearing someone say this about H right after getting out of jail and then impatient was the most simple, somber series of words i've ever heard. was like -- for a second -- a ghost talking. but that person's still clean!

anyway, coffee & valium. never deviate.
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Yeah that's honestly one reason I had to delete my facebook. I had people I knew that were messaging me trying to get me back into it and I knew a bunch of girls that work in the porn industry that told me to leave my lady and my family and come live with them and have access to Meth 24/7 for the rest of my life.. and although it sounded intriguing.. it's not something I would of wanted to say yes to! I just one day got tired of it you know? And when you have a special someone in your life that will do anything to try to get you clean because they know that you deserve a better life.. it almost seems wrong to not just give in and try to get clean. I feel better now.. but there are some days that come like a bat right out of hell and I can't just snap my fingers and make the cravings go away.. I really have to try to keep my mind busy and eventually it fades. One day at a time you know?
 
A cigarette. Then after I got up I went to the store & pharmacy, then proceeded to take 3mg bromazepam and drink red bull.

Breakfast of champions!! =D
 
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