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What Was Your Morning Fix? v. I Can't Breathe, I Need A Cigarette

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So much alcohol last night and into the morning.... I feel like such shit and literally just woke up. Ugh.
I also had weed... probably the only reason I got to sleep.
And I lost my favorite lipstick or left it behind at the house I was at :(
 
Heroin. It's a trip to wake up sick (and no I'm not a new junkie but it's a trip to me anyway), sit up, start snorting some ron, and feel my mu receptors fill up, and within a few minutes, I'm feeling good. I picture little silver keys floating around in my bloodstream til they bump into that lock that fits them...

OT- after an attempt to hit myself went pretty fucking wrong yesterday, I am abandoning the idea of IVing again. It was a bad idea in the first place.

Decision-making skills - sometimes i don't haz them.
 
Heroin. It's a trip to wake up sick (and no I'm not a new junkie but it's a trip to me anyway), sit up, start snorting some ron, and feel my mu receptors fill up, and within a few minutes, I'm feeling good. I picture little silver keys floating around in my bloodstream til they bump into that lock that fits them...

OT- after an attempt to hit myself went pretty fucking wrong yesterday, I am abandoning the idea of IVing again. It was a bad idea in the first place.

Decision-making skills - sometimes i don't haz them.

I don't get why people can't hit themselves. I mean, yeah.. if your veins suck, or your on the fat side.. then I can see why.
But, it's fuckin' annoying when everyone asks you "Can you hit for me?" I have to hit this girl everytime I go out there, but atleast she gives me dope for it.
I'm such a pro at hitting. Been using the same site for 3 years, and I still hit like a fuckin' champ on the first time.


Oh, anyway..

I should've saved my dope for this morning. Fuck
 
I don't get why people can't hit themselves. I mean, yeah.. if your veins suck, or your on the fat side.. then I can see why.
But, it's fuckin' annoying when everyone asks you "Can you hit for me?" I have to hit this girl everytime I go out there, but atleast she gives me dope for it.
I'm such a pro at hitting. Been using the same site for 3 years, and I still hit like a fuckin' champ on the first time.


Oh, anyway..

I should've saved my dope for this morning. Fuck

My veins ARE shit. And I refuse to do neck or groin. And this was my first time trying to hit after years away. I DID hit, but something went wrong-dirty hit, artery, i still don't know, I never felt anything like it before.

I only asked a friend to hit me when i was new to it. After a few weeks I got it down, & after that I don't think I ever asked, cos its just something I'd rather do myself.
 
70mg Methadone (800mg cimetidine 45min prior).
~200mg caffeine via coffee, now an energy drink.

For some reason my methadone peaks better with some caffeine. A lot of people say hot coffee, in particular, kicks their dose in. I'd really rather kick my 'Done in with some diazepam and promethazine.
 
just drank 2 211's
one left to go, i love those 3 packs 3 tall cans for $6 i dont think you can beat that price
 
A little poppy tea (made with Morton & Bassett seeds, its quite strong), & about to do the last of my heroin. Then it'll be the tea for two more days til I get back in SF.. And then I'm copping some dope & getting really high.
 
Hot coffee, methadone, and a bowl of kush. About to pack up another, all in favor?!

And hopefully dude will bring by those valium. I'm trading some Obey, Huf or Supreme shit, not-cheap-streetwear, for these vals. Dude's ride probably needs money though...

I guess I'll find out.
 
just an english muffin ive been up for 5hrs! i edd to prep this shot and line up some valium to knock back!
 
gummy bears and a big ol mug of joe. <3 my caffeine affinity

valium saved my ass last night, so grateful.
 
Wake up shot of .3mg buprenorphine
Chai tea
10mg Diazepam
Spliff
Rhodiola rosea

God I lovveee chai!! I like when its super spicy and fragrant.

My morning dose of 59mg of 'done.

Ugh had a dirty shot and got cotton fever last night. Horrible. It never hits me for a few hours and it always hits me once i go to sleep, and i will be awaken by intense, spastic shivering and teeth chattering so bad and hyperventilating, and of course the worlds WORST MIGRAINE. i havent had the fev in over a year, only gotten it about five times in my life, and three of those in a 48 hour period!! (bacteria ladden dope) ugh and the FREEZING cold that comes with it. It was miserable. But, cotton fever > dopesick anyday!
 
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