Technically afternoon right now, but man, I can’t just have a normal morning for once
- 0,36g speed
So I woke up still feeling the tramadol from yesterday night, like… pretty heavily still, I think because of the higher dose than usual?? Still confusing as to why I felt like that.
Well anyway, then I did 2 lines of speed right before a uni lecture and I felt really good, but after like 2 hours, I got really tired. So I did another line.
I should have waited 24 hours at least before doing anything after the tramadol, because FUCK tramadol mixed with anything other than weed fucks me up BAD.
I still feel like I’m going to faint, but the nausea is slightly going down. Nothing feels real, I feel almost as if on ket. Guessing serotonin toxicity? I’m just fucking mad that the tramadol ruined my damn day and my speed experience, as well as having hours of uni I still need to survive. Everything is spinning, but miraculously I’m managing to act quite sober. My pupils are pinpointed, which is so weird to me, like it’s been 12+ hours since dosing the tramadol & kratom??? I hate fucking tramadol man… well I’m out of it now anyway, so good riddance ig. Ughh, conflicted.