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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

Morning blueworld

Happy Monday and new week. Had an awesome weekend. Friday night was awesome with the shrooms, still deciding if I should write a trip report or not. Saturday just spend it sleeping mostly and yesterday just had a "lekker braai " and was baked AF the whole day as I had a lot of edible and RSO and obviously blazing in between.

06:00
15mg methadone
10mg diazepam

07:00
Wake and baked some Swazi
Few pulls of Live Rosin vape
0.05ml RSO Gelonade
Coffee

08:00
0.25ml white lotus tincture

Just after 10 now and day need to start on the road. Pack a j and lolli for the road.

@TheHolyRedCow - on the microdosing with shrooms once a day is fine and for me 300mg was my sweet spot and differences where noticeable a week in and my protocol was 2 on and 1 off ( days )
 
Woke up at 8.30, took a 70mg Elvanse (Vyvanse) and then went back to sleep for around 90 minutes. It's a good system cos the lisdexamphetamine takes about 90 minutes or so to metabolise into 'normal' dex so you wake up to quite a pleasant feeling

Had a light-ish breakfast around 11am which again is good timing and seems to kickstart the mental stimulation

12.30 now though so gotta get the fuck off bl now and get my focus into where I need it to be so I don't waste these meds (it's a weekly-at-most thing for me)
 
30mg Vyvanse
10mg Vilazodone
3.5g Kratom
30mg 7-hydroxymitragynine
30mg Pseudomitragynine
Nicotine
Coffee
Red bull
Protein shake
Water

Having had a solid day of rest, I think I'm once again ready to rock out some hours at work and get closer to my goal of independence next year. Haven't fixed my computer yet, so that's very frustrating, but I've got a friend who's going to help me with it.

Looks like there will be some overtime today, so in addition to working last Saturday I should be getting at minimum 52 hours for this week, as long as I make it in every day. Not a bad haul I reckon, and I'll probably pick up any other OT shifts I can, aside from Thursday, as I've gotta go to the dentists for a cleaning. Can't believe it's already been 6 months since I went there to this dentist. Unfortunately I haven't done any of the actual necessary serious procedures I've needed, so uhhhh, they'll probably just tell me I suck, but it'll at least be good to get a cleaning and then I can maybe schedule getting this broken wisdom tooth removed. I guess I ought to make it a priority at least but it's been a frustrating thing due to the sheer cost of dental work even with insurance.

Hope everyone enjoys their week 🤙💫
 
deficiT said:
30mg Vyvanse
10mg Vilazodone
3.5g Kratom
30mg 7-hydroxymitragynine
30mg Pseudomitragynine
Nicotine
Coffee
Red bull
Protein shake
Water

Having had a solid day of rest, I think I'm once again ready to rock out some hours at work and get closer to my goal of independence next year. Haven't fixed my computer yet, so that's very frustrating, but I've got a friend who's going to help me with it.

Looks like there will be some overtime today, so in addition to working last Saturday I should be getting at minimum 52 hours for this week, as long as I make it in every day. Not a bad haul I reckon, and I'll probably pick up any other OT shifts I can, aside from Thursday, as I've gotta go to the dentists for a cleaning. Can't believe it's already been 6 months since I went there to this dentist. Unfortunately I haven't done any of the actual necessary serious procedures I've needed, so uhhhh, they'll probably just tell me I suck, but it'll at least be good to get a cleaning and then I can maybe schedule getting this broken wisdom tooth removed. I guess I ought to make it a priority at least but it's been a frustrating thing due to the sheer cost of dental work even with insurance.

Hope everyone enjoys their week 🤙💫
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How would you characterize the impacts of vilazodone and pseudoindoxyl mitragynine on you? I've used pseudo and found it interesting, like a heavier 7-OH in a way, especially nice when combined with 7-OH. Vilazodone seems like a 5HT1a agonist as well as an SSRI though. I found a study showing its metabolites here, and while M17 looks reminiscent of tryptamines, the benzofuran in the top right of vilazodone is also very interesting to me. It reminds me of how some things metabolize into known active piperidine compounds, iirc it's trazodone that becomes meta-chlorophenylpiperazine?

Link to that image.
 
Morning blueworld

So so sleep. Woke up quite a bit mostly to go nr1. All the fluids I'm drinking. Actually feeling a bit board with myself atm.

06:00
10mg methadone
50mg cyclizine

08:00
Wake and bake some Swazi
Few pulls vape live rosin
0.25ml white lotus tincture
10mg diazepam

Really bored,spells trouble..
 
- 2 lines of speed
- 2 cups coffee
- bunch of random painkillers

Kinda shitty morning, chronic pain is killing me and I’m almost out of tramadol. Found some unknown American painkillers so I hope those will do something, else I’m considering a microdose of ket, cuz everytime I’ve combined speed & tramadol it makes me vomit for hours. Don’t really want to fuck too much with ketamine tho, already have enough damn health issues as is, k bladder is the last thing I need💀

Wish my damn doctor would call me back with the results of a medical scan, every outcome is bad however, nothing on scan? Well great, I’d be without pain meds and still in pain. Bad stuff on scan? Might need a hip replacement in that case. Being young and chronically ill sucks man.

Do have a concert tonight I completely forgot about. Hoping to feel better by then, will probably do some 2-mmc later.

Also aahh still want to write that trip report, so much is happening at once, hoping things will calm down soon

Edit: 2 more lines of speed, feeling a little better & working on uni stuff rn
 
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Psychlone Jack said:
Morning, guys. 😎 🌄

Finishing my second coffee before I finish taking my meds and head out for the morning. Nothing except coffee, nicotine, the usual scripts and my morning 53mg of methadone. Have a counseling appointment followed immediately by a root canal this morning lol. Fun fun. 😁
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Oohh root canal sucksss, hope all goes well for you!
 
Esperighanto said:
How would you characterize the impacts of vilazodone and pseudoindoxyl mitragynine on you? I've used pseudo and found it interesting, like a heavier 7-OH in a way, especially nice when combined with 7-OH. Vilazodone seems like a 5HT1a agonist as well as an SSRI though. I found a study showing its metabolites here, and while M17 looks reminiscent of tryptamines, the benzofuran in the top right of vilazodone is also very interesting to me. It reminds me of how some things metabolize into known active piperidine compounds, iirc it's trazodone that becomes meta-chlorophenylpiperazine?

Link to that image.
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I have not noticed much interaction between the two since I've started taking them. I knew that vilazodone was sort of an odd med, being a serotonin agonist as well. I'm not 100% sure how I feel about it yet, I almost feel like switching back to a regular ssri. Granted I've started and stopped it and started it again, so that could've messed up my reaction to it. I feel it has a bit less in the way of side effects, particularly the sexual side effects, but for me it's also just not quite as effective in just the "anti-depressant" part that is most important. Idk there's a overwhelming numb happiness that comes with ssris, which is something that can be good and can be bad, I get a bit of that with vilazodone, but I don't think it's quite enough for me at the moment and I still find myself plagued with pretty intense moods, depressive states, and intrusive thoughts.

I usually will stick with an antidepressant until I get tired of that feeling and need some emotions back, then eventually I get tired of being too emotional and go back, it's kind of a silly cycle of mine.

But, to your main question, I have not really had any negative interactions between the two that I could identify. But my tolerance is such that it's hard for me to tell the subtleties of such things anymore I think.
 
Psychlone Jack said:
Thanks! ❤️ This is actually part one of root canal one lol - I have to have 2, some fillings and extractions, and getting a partial. So yeah, it'll suck for sure, but it'll be worth it in the end. 👍
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Brah I feel you there. I'm also have a lot of dentist appointment coming up also for fillings and I either getting a crown or false tooth as I lost one a few weeks back and it's gonna cost me a pretty penny. So been saving up for this one lol good luck on your future appointments.
 
My morninf started at 6:30AM, now is 8:35

modafinil400 mg about 2 hrs agl


diazepam10 mg about 2 hrs ago


pregabalin150 mg about 1 hr ago


modafinil100 mg 34 min ago

modafinil50 mg 10 min ago


ketamine120 mg 6 min ago

i thoufht i was free but i have a security srxhitecture webninar in half an hour. Will be fun on ketamine


I have also eaten some berries i picked from my family farm and a sandwich with home grown chicken

I was planning on finihsinf the bad sleep well by Akira Kurosawa. It s a movie adaptation of hamlet from 1960 japan
 
Morning blueworld

Started the day early and already at work.

06:00
10mg methadone
1mg clonazepam
50mg cyclizine
Wake and bake swazi
Few pulls of live rosin here and there till I left the house at 06:45
2 shots expresso
0.25ml white lotus

Slept so calmly last night and had no trouble falling back to sleep the 3x I woke and everytime drenched in sweat having to change, obviously wdsfrom the heavy weekend methadone dosing and dropping back to my normal cruising dose which I hope to lower some more in the next few weeks till I'm mentally ready and things are sorted for me to jump off. Also got diazepam down to 20mg a day but used my last dose of my script last night. But got clonazepam and alprozalam as back ups but will definitely get more today as valium is best for the night. Hahaha a lot rambling, must be the live rosin.

Happy mid week all
 
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modafinil400 mg
about 3 hrs
diazepam10 mg
about 3 hrs
pregabalin150 mg
about 3 hrs
modafinil100 mg
about 2 hrs
modafinil50 mg
about 2 hrs
ketamine120 mg
about 2 hrs
ketamine50 mg
20 min
ketamine50 mg

it s 10:15 here
 
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