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@SuperPsych thanks, cause I'm really lacking the want to wake up or even the with want hunger for energy. I used a Concerta 80mg. And I wise wired that everyone was I was high so quickly slammed some nenzo to calm down to stay.

And the Rollercoaster ride is going through atm is crazy also didn't get to see my doc today, will have to wait tomorrow.

The pain atm is 7/10
 
Coffeeshroom said:
@SuperPsych thanks, cause I'm really lacking the want to wake up or even the with want hunger for energy. I used a Concerta 80mg. And I wise wired that everyone was I was high so quickly slammed some nenzo to calm down to stay.

And the Rollercoaster ride is going through atm is crazy also didn't get to see my doc today, will have to wait tomorrow.

The pain atm is 7/10
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7/10 doesn't sound too good, hopefully it improves

Pain scales are difficult to comprehend though aren't they? One man's 8 is another man's 3 etc, often because they cannot comprehend more pain. I heard someone class a pain as a 9 recently for example, but they could think straight and speak, both abilities I would not personally associate with a '9' ! (am not casting any aspersions on anyone's pain thresholds btw )

They work better as a framework where each number corresponds to observable factors I think, like this kinda thing
 
ageingpartyfiend said:
Pain scales are difficult to comprehend though aren't they? One man's 8 is another man's 3 etc, often because they cannot comprehend more pain. I heard someone class a pain as a 9 recently for example, but they could think straight and speak, both abilities I would not personally associate with a '9' ! (am not casting any aspersions on anyone's pain thresholds btw )
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I absolutely HATE the pain scale. They always say "0 being no pain and 10 being the worst pain imaginable", so I'm in the er with a broken hand and I say 4 or 5, because I imagine my hand being sawn off as more of a 10. I know how to use the scale better I think. When I had cellulitis and needed to be hospitalized, I was in extreme pain, but I told them it was a 5 or 6 so I could have imagined it worse. Long story short, in the hospital for 3 days in excruciating pain and not given anything to relieve my suffering, which is also more due to my drug use at the time. I could go on forever how messed up it is that addicts don't receive the same treatment as "regular" people. As if reducing and addicts suffering for a moment is some how enabling their use.

Plenty of caffeine
1600mg Gabapentin
1 hit of weed (6%THC/7%CBD)
450mg Bupropion
50mg Spironolactone
50mg Hydroxyzine

Later:
5mg THC / 10mg CBD edible (actually gonna take half of that now and make dinner)
4mg Prazosin (will probably taper off soon due to annoying side effects)
Probably a few more hits of weed
50mg Hydroxyzine
1000mg Acetaminophen

Excited to start Methylphenidate tomorrow. Have known I've needed something to treat my ADHD for a while. Starting out with 18mg Concerta which is gonna be a tease, but at least the ball is rolling.
Hopefully I can eventually get on some sort of amphetamine
 
Made a capsule last night containing 80mg opium and 60mg Elvanse, set an alarm for 9.20am, ate the capsule then drifted back off to sleep for another 90 minutes or so.

Can't deny it's nice combo to wake up on - gonna get up soon and after breakfast and a (decaf) coffee start doing the immense amount of stuff I've got to do today which is main reason behind the medicinal combo ingested. It's a small opium dose, 66% of my usual but the dexamphetamine that the Elvanse converts to via the liver enhances the analgesia for sure.
 
Yesterday I thought since I'm probably fked anyway I can just as well try to get high off pregabalin once, so:
50 mg Tramadol 💪
Staggered Pregabalin up to 675 mg, which took me all morning cause it takes so damn long to kick in every time 😒, then fell asleep while playing with my youngest on the bed, before I could take any more... What a trap 😅 (just a 1hour afternoon nap though)

Today it's just 50 mg Tram and 150 mg Pregabalin, let's see how I get through with that.
 
today i burned through maybe .3 of some meth.. took my 200mg Seroquel just now so i can sleep and get the most out of my remaining bag tomorrow. gonna do the good ol ~.15 altaseltzer oral shot (since i cant do a real shot lol)
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Yesterday I thought since I'm probably fked anyway I can just as well try to get high off pregabalin once, so:
50 mg Tramadol 💪
Staggered Pregabalin up to 675 mg, which took me all morning cause it takes so damn long to kick in every time 😒, then fell asleep while playing with my youngest on the bed, before I could take any more... What a trap 😅 (just a 1hour afternoon nap though)

Today it's just 50 mg Tram and 150 mg Pregabalin, let's see how I get through with that.
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Hey, no need to stagger pregabalin, Full dose effect and kick in hard within 45 min, gabapentin you gotta stack and yeah sucks takes longer but is a different high. I use both from time to time depending on what I want.
Do I wanna sip on beer the whole morning and slow getting drunker and drunker or
Do I wanna slam 6 tequila shot in row and scream " Let's fuxking do this! )

Lol but that me and how I see it
 
Morning blueworld

What a weekend... but survived. Any one get up to shit? Um, this guy... hahaha but yeah I need to slow me roll before it slow me..

07:00
10mg methadone
10mg diazepam ( need to bring that down again )
Waked and baked some Cream Soda
And that be it for now, think I'm gonna try and rest another hour before getting up. Day only really start at 9 for me.

Okay edit that, just had
0.15ml RSO Gelonade ( oops squeeze to hard 3x my normal dose ) and coffee.
 
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7:00 : 150mg tramadol, 400mg ibuprofen, butylscopolamine, 200mg armodafinil, strong Black Tea, caffeine pill and probiotic pills.
 
Coffeeshroom said:
Hey, no need to stagger pregabalin, Full dose effect and kick in hard within 45 min, gabapentin you gotta stack and yeah sucks takes longer but is a different high. I use both from time to time depending on what I want.
Do I wanna sip on beer the whole morning and slow getting drunker and drunker or
Do I wanna slam 6 tequila shot in row and scream " Let's fuxking do this! )

Lol but that me and how I see it
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I see. Didn't even intend to stagger but I aimed lower and then was disappointed every time it MUST have fully kicked in 🙄 (you may guess how many times I'm doing that LoL 😅). It's really just a booster for me normally.
 
Otherwise I woke up fine today finally and thought today might be the first day to kick it all - but no 😑... WD kicked ME before breakfast and I spent the last hour getting my body fairly back in line 😮‍💨. Means
100 mg Pregabalin
~50 mg Tilidin (broke a Tab cause I don't even have that little as one)...
Ik that's almost nothing but I still can't leave it obviously 😒. And meanwhile I'm scared every time I notice the bone pain creeping up and the diarrhea not ending and all the BS
PS: Adding 10 mg propranolol for my racing heart as well
😕
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Otherwise I woke up fine today finally and thought today might be the first day to kick it all - but no 😑... WD kicked ME before breakfast and I spent the last hour getting my body fairly back in line 😮‍💨. Means
100 mg Pregabalin
~50 mg Tilidin (broke a Tab cause I don't even have that little as one)...
Ik that's almost nothing but I still can't leave it obviously 😒. And meanwhile I'm scared every time I notice the bone pain creeping up and the diarrhea not ending and all the BS
PS: Adding 10 mg propranolol for my racing heart as well
😕
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I can't stop that tramadol entirely too..
I Quit 200mg Oxy, DHC, 2000mg tramadol but i still can't stop tramadol entirely because of diarhea and WD....But i try to take much, much less...15 years of polyaddiction really make it hard to be over the WD struggles after just a few days...
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
I see. Didn't even intend to stagger but I aimed lower and then was disappointed every time it MUST have fully kicked in 🙄 (you may guess how many times I'm doing that LoL 😅). It's really just a booster for me normally.
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Hahaha I get what yah saying, like downing watered down vodka shots ( fuck you, you know who you are lol )
But I keep my usage to a minimum as I know when or if I kick the opioids I'm gonna abuse the fuck out them. 🤣
 
Mushoku_Sensei said:
Otherwise I woke up fine today finally and thought today might be the first day to kick it all - but no 😑... WD kicked ME before breakfast and I spent the last hour getting my body fairly back in line 😮‍💨. Means
100 mg Pregabalin
~50 mg Tilidin (broke a Tab cause I don't even have that little as one)...
Ik that's almost nothing but I still can't leave it obviously 😒. And meanwhile I'm scared every time I notice the bone pain creeping up and the diarrhea not ending and all the BS
PS: Adding 10 mg propranolol for my racing heart as well
😕
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Brah I read this and thinking I'm having a hard time with myself at the moment cause I got tons of methadone, tons benzos, lots weed, various forms, some gabas and money in my pocket. And I'm having this internal struggle just not to get in the car and go get some H. Just 2 bags. I mean that barely gonna make a don't in current regime but as soon as I get in that car, shit hardly if ever go that way for me. But yeah that shit makes and helps me to remind myself I don't. And I ain't got shit to complain about.

Much love
 
I feel like my Sublocade shot might be wearing off. I've been waking up with sore legs reminiscent of opioid withdrawal, which makes it hard to wanna get out of bed, but once I get my day started then they don't bother me as much. It's been a little over a month since getting the shot. I can still feel the lump where they injected me, so I'm sure there's still some working its way out. Was doing some research and apparently the buprenorphine can take up to 5 months or even a year for some people to wear off completely, which is kind of a bummer. I have 30mg of Hydrocodone I wanna take at some point. Haven't had a real opioid buzz since 2017 or so. Was hoping I'd be good by 60 days, but I guess I'll hold off for a few more months so that I don't waste it.

Reason I mention all of that is that I had to take 600mg Gabapentin to start my day, which usually isn't the case.

Other than that:
Caffeine (38mg in the form of soda)
8mg 3-me-PCP (insufflated, forgot how caustic it is)
75mg Bupropion
 
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