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🤝 Cultural 🤝 What Was Your Morning Fix v. Hit The Bottle & Go Right To The Rock

150mg Bupropion XL
150mg Bupropion SR
1.2g Phenibut
300mg Gabapentin

Will have 1200mg total of gabapentin throughout the rest of the day. May or may not take another 150mg Bupropion SR
 
Morning blueworld

F@cK Pø3s cůñt.... I dislocated my thumb like 50 min ago. No rolling today... fuuuuuuuuuuuck

06:00
10mg methadone
0.5mg clonazepam

08:30
Skywalker vaped
1000mg paracetamol is
500mg ibuprofen
0.05ml RSO Gelonade
Multi vit
Cough syrup (mix of anti histamines)

I'm back in bed, bad fever atm and it's winter and fucking bad day today. F'ing cold but I'm stripped naked with sweat dripping off m3. Gonna shower quick and bed.
 
Ahoy mateys, i feel like Gilligan on Gilligan's island this morning. :?
But i got my take home methadone today. Contemplating whether
to sip a lil of my take home and make it more like 100mg instead of
the pissant 80mg. They are making it harder for me to go up to
my desired dose 120-160mg. On monday I'll get a 10mg increase.
But i already tried last week sipping my take home and
tried i estimate like 110-120mg... which felt spectacular.

I am also taking my omeprazole about the same time as the methadone,
to increase the effects(lower the acid, increase the bioavailability).
I cant tell if the prilosec helps or not.
BY THE WAY is there any other methadone enhancers that i might be missing?
I just started Methadone again, at my local methadone clinic, which is soo NICE for me
it's like my new family. We all share cigarettes and this morning a really nice friend
let me borrow his lock box so i could obtain my take home methadose,
i cant afford the stupid thing right now.

But other than that i bought 6 pints of Hamm's beer and chugged 2 down.
The beer plud the 100mg Zoloft and the 80mg methadone has me feeling right as Rain.
Let me know anything I'm missing in my life;
 
YOH when I think or here of the methadone clinics across the pond, it's like they want you addicted to that shit and for as long as possible.

Here we don't methadone or bupre clinics and the clinics there won't even help you out with codeine.

That all aside, the highest dose methadone prescribed here is 80mg that gets down regulated to 40mg within a few weeks and then dropt again to 20mg a day dose. And from there you are allowed to stay on a 20mg dose as long as you need.
But you still gonna switch one addiction to another. But then working down from 20mg ED down to what tou feel comfortable to jump of from.

Just a sidenote: as I never really understood these methadone cl8nics and such...
 
8mg zofran
6.5mg oxycodone
50mg hydroxazine
Few puffs of weed
5mg lexapro

About to add some NAC after breakfast

Skipping the adderall today… for now
 
My afternoon fix when i woke up was 60mg's of IV morphine
I see you dose morphine typically 2 x daily. Wondering what your dosing schedule is time wise as well as if you ever feel you’re in withdrawal or just maintaining? I know this is a bit personal so feel free to not respond or DM me if you feel inclined!
 
4gs Kratom
15mg Amphetamine
Coffee
Black seed oil

I've basically stopped all of the prescription meds besides the Vyvanse I take during the week. My mood is much more hit or miss and hot and cold, but at least I feel "alive" and emotionally present, more or less, these days. Idk, I think mood stabilizers and antidepressants can be helpful in the short term but I think for me I always find myself hating life and how I feel after a while.

I'm still struggling to stop taking 7ohm. I've been able to cease daily use though. I abstained completely for about a week a couple weeks ago and I think got through the worst of it. But, I find myself basically subsisting with normal kratom and then on Thursday or Friday I'll end up getting some of the stronger stuff for the weekends. If I can stick to this pattern I think I'll be putting enough distance between myself and it to get by.

I have not drank in several weeks, nor have I done any coke, I've barely tripped actually. I've been incredibly antisocial, have missed multiple shows I wanted to see, and making music began to feel like a chore so it's been hard to pick up anything. I just don't what to do with myself these days I guess, so I've been reading a lot, playing video games, meditating, and occasionally trying yoga, but I'm lazy.

Things are going very well at work though, and I finally have some kind of indication that I'm in the right place and there could be a future for me, but we'll see anyway.

Hope everyone is taking it easy and remaining groovy 🕺💃
 
I see you dose morphine typically 2 x daily. Wondering what your dosing schedule is time wise as well as if you ever feel you’re in withdrawal or just maintaining? I know this is a bit personal so feel free to not respond or DM me if you feel inclined!
I don't want to respond on another's behalf but Morphine ER never last the full 12hrs. Always feel like redoing 8-10hrs after last dose, or that's how it was for me.
 
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