2mg Buprenorphine
300mg Gabapentin
150mg Bupropion SR
38mg Caffeine in the form of Pepsi Wild Cherry & Cream zero sugar
then went to my doctor and got a 300mg Sublocade (buprenorphine) shot. Hopefully this works well for a tapering system and I wont need another shot. I was worried about it wearing off 2-3 weeks in but the doctor was confident that 300mg would get me through the month considering I've been only 8mg a day and only for a month. It'll at least be very nice not having to worry about dosing a few times a day and going to the bathroom at work to do a bump of my suboxone. The shot did hurt very, very bad. They should give out lollipops after the shot for being a good boy cuz that shit hurt. It felt like they were injecting pure fire into my stomach. It was given to me by a student, but I figure that the practice she'd get would help ensure that her future patients got the best care that they could.
After my appointment:
Caffeine in the form of an Iced Mocha
150mg Bupropion SR
600mg Gabapentin
900mg is my daily prescribed dose but I'm tempted to take more today. It makes for a good walk out in nature as well as a pleasant read on the benches out there. Really shouldn't though. I've been gaining 10 pounds every 2 weeks or so and I don't know if it's due to water retention from taking more than my prescribed amount of gabapentin or from my mirtazapine, but the weight gain is getting to the point of being distressing. Been tempted to do some speed but I recently started on Estradiol and I'm worried about using speed with the increased risk of strokes as well as the possible electrolyte imbalances due to spironolactone