Thank you bro, and I've been thinking the same reading your posts. You seemed to have reigned it in and made some major gains in the last few months. Keep it up.
Honestly there's plenty of Blue Dream stocked in the shops around here - flower, pre-rolls and concentrates/vapes like the one I have now, but it's very hit or miss. I've only had what I'd consider top shelf BD like once or twice, other times being just lackluster, or very harsh. The Blue Dream thca sugar pen I have now is alright, it does the job, but tastes nothing like the samples of the strain I've had before. Much sweeter, lacking the pine and citrus terpene profile, more like cotton candy or bubblegum, but not as over the top as your typical candy strain. Still like it though, and for the price this line is for sure the best deal, and their other rosin pens I've had I also liked, but more so.
My methadone is the usual red syrup, could pass for cough syrup in both appearance and taste. I go to my clinic and pick up my doses twice a week now on Monday and Thursday - used to have to make the trip 6 days a week and that was a major pain in the ass - but I get them in these little sealed bottles, minus the doses for the mornings I take while I'm there at the clinic. They typically only dose clients once per day, but after much explaining how I was still sick despite continued increases, they finally did peak/trough labs and confirmed I'm an extremely fast metabolizer, and began splitting my dose, initially 85mg x2 daily so 170mg total. I started my taper two weeks ago, and I'm going very slow - dropping 2mg off both the morning and evening dose each Monday, so a total drop of 4mg per week. 79 on Monday, no wd symptoms yet, aside from maybe contributing some to my usual lethargy, and some sniffles. Pretty confident it'll be a soft ride down to a point when the shit begins to hit, just no idea where along the line that's gonna be lol. But my doctor has assured me that when the time comes, so will the comfort meds. We'll see. 42 week process in all for the taper. Nothingto a G, I got this.
Glad you're doing well also. Sorry for the ramble lol. Gonna go smoke a bowl and eat something, just went and picked up some beer for here in a bit.