Over the past several hours since I got up.
5gs kratom
150mg Oxcarbazepine
Coffee
Monster
100mg coke
7.5mg amphetamine
Various nicotine delivery methods
325mg aspirin
Kinda shitty day yesterday, honestly I still feel like shit and the last place I want to be is work, ++ fckin overtime man. I'd much rather be at home, chilling and making music, and enjoying this rainy day. Especially considering I'm basically going to be working all weekend too, I'm supposed to be helping my family clean out the garage, which is an absolute bear of a task, as well I have a project to make space in my room that my cousin is helping me with. I've been wanting to do this one for quite some time.
It doesn't help, that we're in "hurry up and wait" mode and I'm literally just sitting here with my thumb up my ass. I hate this type of shit man. I was really wanting to stick it out with this position, but there's a voice in the back of my head telling me to just yeet this job too, and hibernate again and just pick up a new contract in a couple weeks. But, I've come too far and that would probably put me in an even shittier spot financially, and I really really need to save some money for an apartment. Pain and fatigue wise, I'm not even remotely as beat up as I was the last break I had, so I'll probably be good.
Idk, but hope everyone's doing well
