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What was your morning fix? v. Handful of pills, and sane again!

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150mg tramadol XR.

THEY TOOK AWAY MY LAST 25MG CLORAZEPATE. NOES.

Fkn rehab. It's going v well though, considering how far gone I was. ;)
 
Tobacco
70 mg of methadone
18 mg of bromazepan
Large cup of coffee
Anti acid
Tobacco
 
i like to start my day with my daily 48mg of methadone, and a couple benadryl,and tagamet. I wash it all down with a lovely Rockstar energy drink and a nice Marlboro black.
 
Buprenorphine
Acetaminophen

All I need to kill most of my pain and get rid of my sore stiff back so I'm happy
 
Fkn rehab. It's going v well though, considering how far gone I was. ;)

You can make it dude, I felt the same way when they took away all my 2mg Xanax the first night--I was like, aren't you gonna let me finish them myself/hold onto them just in case?

OT: Ate a nice glob of SFV OG oil when I got up this morning, now just popped 10mg oxy and about to go smoke a J of 'Jack the Ripper'
Should be a nice day, I get the apartment to myself all day, gf is busy in LA
 
Rehab is pointless do we ever learn anything from it? its about finding what keeps us from being miserable and sticking with it all the expensive rehabs piss me off cause ive seen so many people mortgage their house to go to a $100 000 + rehab thinking its the cure for them only to relapse a month outta rehab. Have any of us really learnt much or stuck with what rehab taught us? Look at us all we are all still popping, snorting, smoking and shooting drugs. I hate rehab.
 
This morning I drank an iced Coffee and smoked some dank weed sold to me as shipwreck. I'm feeling very speedy and euphoric dont know why, might be the weed.
 
1 cup Yerba Mate tea
20-40mg noopept (eyeballed)
1 hand rolled American Spirit

Gonna try and get a bunch of stuff done today, save the weed and hash till like 420-6pm, and save my diazepam till around 9pm. Responsible drug use FTW? Lol
 
Bowl of super silver haze with a bunch of sour diesel 3/4 melt hash mixed in and a small amount of shatter on top with some kief thrown on for good measure, and a cup of coffee.

Day two of no tobacco, sorta feel like having a smoke but there's no point in caving this quick, none at all.
 
Rehab is pointless do we ever learn anything from it? its about finding what keeps us from being miserable and sticking with it all the expensive rehabs piss me off cause ive seen so many people mortgage their house to go to a $100 000 + rehab thinking its the cure for them only to relapse a month outta rehab. Have any of us really learnt much or stuck with what rehab taught us? Look at us all we are all still popping, snorting, smoking and shooting drugs. I hate rehab.

You´ve got a point there. Most of people I know have gone to rehab 5, 6 times. I´ve been through this more than a few times and sometimes the way out is elsewhere. Here is a place that has been helping me a lot.
Someone posted me something about hormones the other day, and I took the advice quite seriously as all symptoms were matching . That was due to all meds I take + Methadone and all. I took it to my doctor and to my surprise he was right. It had a lot to do with hormones. I thought hormones were for older people!
 
Woke up feeling like shit yesterday
I think I have a legitimate cold

This is the first time in like 5 years I've actually been naturally sick and not sick on account of abusing/wd'ing from drugs
Feel weird man lol

So drank some cough sizzurp and ate some allergy meds
Took some gabapentin
Smoked a jernt with my buddy
Ate some lucky charms and smoked a cig
 
In order;
30mg Midazolam plugged
Cigarette
8mg Sub SL
Caffeine
3mg kpinz SL
3 bumps of Ketamine to get the day going
100mg Valyummmm oral
Moar cigz
Does ket give anyone else a great anxiolytic effect? A few bumps keeps my panic attacks at bay. I used to ONLY shoot my K, but now I'm never IV/IM'ing it again. I never snorted it, straight to IV from day 1 when I first started. I poured the liquid out of my vial and have been doing bumps since, makes my cognitive functions feel more on point, and my focus improved. (Although, I suppose since I mix it with bzp's and subs, when it is fully kicked in, and I smoke a cigarette, I do get an opiate nod, which is quite nice.)
 
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