OK, I have a lot of work to do today. I have to be there at 9. I stayed up partying on wayyy too much cocaine, alcohol, benzos, and weed till like 3. I only got 4 and a half hours of sleep. My buddies split the coke cost three ways; however, since I drove my truck they saved me some in a cigarette cellophane so I could have some to wake up in the morning. Well, my benzo'd out drunk ass lost that shit and I was so pissed when I got home. I knew I had limited time to sleep and I knew I needed to perform 100% at work at 9. The reason why I needed to perform well at work is because I simply spent the entire day nodding off yesterday instead of working haha
Since I lost the coke, I decided to try something new! I cut the brown release off my Concerta pill and scraped the coating off and put it in a shot glass. I then took the good stuff (white) and used a grinder to get it into a fine powder. I used about 5ml. of water and made a pure Methylphenidate solution which I plugged into my ass as soon my alarm clock went off. Worked like a charm! You can tell by this long ass post that I'm speeding haha.
OK, TL;DR. This was my morning fix.
For stimulation at work:
36mg. Methylphenidate IR (plugged) *
100mg. Caffeine (oral)
54mg. Methylphenidate ER (oral, Concerta®, capsule)
*I believe that I didn't quite get the entire 54mg. of Methylphenidate in solution so I estimate it at 36mg. give or take
For aniexty relief:
30mg. Diazepam (sublingual)
300mg. Pregabalin (oral)
50mg. Sertraline (oral)
Nootropic: (arguable status as nootropic)
3mg. Guanfacine ER (oral)
Opiates: (I like to indulge everyday and if not I'll take buprenorphine (which is the devil due to the blockade effect haha)
60mg. Hydrocodone APAP (oral)
20mg. Oxycontin OP (oral)
Cannabis:
0.3-0.4g. Cannabis (smoked) --> just some kind bud