Rabidrabbit
Bluelighter
Coffee.
well, all the usually suspects--most if not all listed already on this thread. it's not that, "i don't choose life," as quoted earlier in this thread, but more a case of "life not chosing me." i did "live in life" for quite a while, but now it's way to difficult without "a little help from my friends." I'm still able to in get a few good hours for the most part. But it's not a question of just the "morning fix." its a question of the afternoon and evening ones too. Guess that goes without say. Not to mention those emergency ones in the middle of the night. They come from a place of terror more than anything else...i think.
Somehow, I'm going to need to incorporate some food too-at some point... i do eat something every day-but the nutritional value overall in a bit negligent, but "my friends; or the "usual suspects" are what keeps me on this earth. And at my age, I don't think things will change much, although I'm aware there are some older folks than me posting on this thread.
Still up at 6:20am, still feelin' good off about half a 20 bag of heroin (no idea what it measured out to) and 250mg propylhexedrine (Benzedrex). Oh, and my meds: 500mg divalproax, 10mg aripiprazole, and a 25mg doxylamine to try to sleep. It didn't work, but boy did it bring the heroin back.
Debating whether I want to sleep at all or just start up on the rest of that dope, and maybe go shopping for more Benzedrex.
Hey man, I have a question for you. How do you frin the aripiprazole works as a booster? Do you get pretty significant effects.
Right now I'm currently on 60mg of Cymbalta for SAD, GAD, and MDD (major depressive disorder) and I'm interested in seeing if it may be something I could benefit from.
Would you be able to give me a little bit of insight on your experience/transition?
I'm not sure aripiprazole (Abilify) boosts the high of opiates, despite having an -azole term in it. Someone will be able to answer this, I'm sure.
One grav hit. Girl still in my bed from last nite so keepin it tame.