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What Was Your Morning Fix? v. Cheese and Heroin Omelette

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I keep a journal... of how much I spend on drugs... lol. It keeps me from doing so much.

This morning I got started with a spliff and a coffee. All too soon it will be time to go go go!
 
Coffee & green tea
250 mg l-theanine
15 mg mirtazapine
7-8 g red vein kratom (very nauseating strain ime, hence the mirtazapine)
3 T3s, (900 mg acetaminophen, 90 mg codeine)
100 mg orphenadrine citrate
300 mg rhodiola

Feelin... energetically mellow! %)


I actually suffer from legit anxiety. What would you recommend mixing Valerian with? (I take SSRIs and am addicted to oxycodone, if it makes a difference)

I suggest any or all of the following: theanine, almost any antihistamine (I like orphenadrine), clonidine, SJW (not at the same time as the SSRI tho, just in case), passionflower, chamomile, kava (on my own to-do list...), kratom...
 
apple and banana while my coffee cooled down in which between that time i IVd 150mg modphine and ate 35mg valium. now sucking down breakfast bongs on this beautiful saturday morning at 9am.

i slept like a damn baby last night thank fuck.
 
It's 4:00 am here, so technically...
It's been two years since i last IV'ed heroin, and three since my last shot of coke. Other opiates have been taken, but i've almost avoided the needle for quite some time. I managed to score H+C some days ago and saturday is the only (more or less...) day of the week i allow myself to take drugs nowaday. I wanted to at least wait until today afternoon, but i just couldn't fucking sleep with the stuff sitting around, i was too excited. So i said, well, fuck it.

Speedball! Good morning!

Amazing as fuck, obviously, but i do feel like one weak motherfucker for not having the strength to wait just some fucking hours...
 
Coffee & green tea
250 mg l-theanine
15 mg mirtazapine
7-8 g red vein kratom (very nauseating strain ime, hence the mirtazapine)
3 T3s, (900 mg acetaminophen, 90 mg codeine)
100 mg orphenadrine citrate
300 mg rhodiola

Feelin... energetically mellow! %)




I suggest any or all of the following: theanine, almost any antihistamine (I like orphenadrine), clonidine, SJW (not at the same time as the SSRI tho, just in case), passionflower, chamomile, kava (on my own to-do list...), kratom...

Thanks!
I use around 100mg promethazine (antihistamine) daily and it is excellent for anxiety and insomnia. It also potentiates opiates and stops the itching. I will look into orphenadrine, too...most of those things actually :)

One question: I am VERY interested in Kava. Is it legal? And what starting dose would you recommend?
 
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Somehow slept Friday 4am until Saturday 2am. Think I may have slightly overdosed on promethazine. Woke up yawning, sneezing, sweating, cold and shaking like a shitting dog due to 23 hours without opiates, so:

Codeine: 180mg
Promethazine: 20mg
Dextromethorphan: 30mg
OxyContin: 90mg (OC's, crushed and insufflated).
Sertaline (Zoloft): 100mg
Lamotrigine: 25mg
Thiamine: 100mg
Mulitvitamin
Vitamin B Strong Compound

EDIT: Oxy just kicked in...feeling fuckin' magic :)
 
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It's 4:00 am here, so technically...
It's been two years since i last IV'ed heroin, and three since my last shot of coke. Other opiates have been taken, but i've almost avoided the needle for quite some time. I managed to score H+C some days ago and saturday is the only (more or less...) day of the week i allow myself to take drugs nowaday. I wanted to at least wait until today afternoon, but i just couldn't fucking sleep with the stuff sitting around, i was too excited. So i said, well, fuck it.

Speedball! Good morning!

Amazing as fuck, obviously, but i do feel like one weak motherfucker for not having the strength to wait just some fucking hours...

Don't beat yourself up about it; I usually pop a couple oxy in my mouth on prescription day before I'm even out the pharmacy doors haha.
 
Well it's 2am where i'm at and im sick as fuck, cant get no dope till 9,,, so beer and clonazepam till i can add the good stuff.
Whats fucked is it's got me thinking... a friend of mine just died from dope benzos and booze. :-(
 
Thanks!
I use around 100mg promethazine (antihistamine) daily and it is excellent for anxiety and insomnia. It also potentiates opiates and stops the itching. I will look into orphenadrine, too...most of those things actually :)

One question: I am VERY interested in Kava. Is it legal? And what starting dose would you recommend?

Hey no problem! I'm afraid i don't know much more than you regarding the kava tho... I'm scared a bit of ordering it online, and headshops usually screw you up or don't carry fresh and effective stuff.. so, i dunno how long it'll stay on my to-do list lol I'd love to try a nice dose of real good and fresh kava root someday!!
 
maaaaan.

just slept in till 10am sunday. ran straight to the toilet to drop the kids up ans splash some wster on me to wake up.

get out. prep 200mg IV morphine after my prescribed dose of 15mg valium.

i sat back and got off in my chair in the lounge as oppossed to my bed as usuan and i suppose s it wasnt a learned environment im still breathing deep and am slumped over from the muscle relaxation.

might have a few brekky cones with a coffee now
 
OxyContin 40mg
Promethazine 70mg
DXM 40mg
Sertraline (Zoloft) 100mg
Lamotrigine 25mg
Thiamine 100mg
Compound Strong B Vitamin
Multi-Vitamin
Codeine 210mg
 
Heroin and a cigarette. I'd just done a bag a couple hours before, so I got pretty freaking wasted. I was craving a smoke, and afraid that I'd stop breathing if I lay down and closed my eyes, so I went for a walk around the neighborhood and went through 5 cigarettes in about 45 minutes. Thankfully I don't seem to stumble when I'm on H, as opposed to drinking and bong-hits. Said hello to a few people in their yards, and got some much-needed exercise. When I came back home, my mom was up and had made some pancakes and bacon, which was delicious. Thankfully, our dog was being so cute that my mom was too distracted with her to notice my speech was a bit slurred. I went back in my room as soon as I could. :/
 
I had no morning fix and boy was i on the verge of starting to get ill once id finished my doctors appoint, filled out my script and book an xray.

It was a 2pm fix and shit was it good.

The best part? The last dr who was filling in for mine wrote and had dates screwed around which my gp n i couldnt make sense. So because of a silly little mistake i have ended up with a week early refill - leaving me with a weeks spare worth of morphine, oxy and valium :D
 
woke up feelin good from the bupe last night. smoked a spliff on my way to an oil change (im a lazy fucker), got home and made what I call the farmers brekkie (bacon & eggs) with a glass of juice and a double cuppa joe on the side. about to eat some magnesium, DHA, and rhodiola before steppin out for a fag.
 
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