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What was your morning fix? v. All part of a balanced breakfast

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Scraped up enough tar to put on foil and smoke. Been plotting how to get more ever since
 
SKL said:
As a first line antidepressant I'd strongly recommend Wellbutrin, it's considerably less liable to nasty withdrawal symptoms as well as sexual and other infelicitous side effects than SSRIs. Unless you are prone to mania or taking dopaminergics. It does decrease the seizure threshold though so if you're taking Keppra for that it might not be the best of choices. Viibryd as I said from my own experience isn't bad.
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stupid question here, and I know its different for everyone, but what were some of the changes you felt when taking the anti-depressant and how long have you been on it for now? what made you actually head that way? anything to do w/ past addiction? or maybe past addiction led you down that path? I've tried anti-depressants before but NEVER truly gave it my all; Id take it for about a month or two (just enough time to actually let it set in) before jumping off the pill. to be honest, I hate taking pills daily; sounds dumb coming from the person who would stick himself daily but at this stage in my life w/ the cancer a pill daily is a must considering the seizure meds and also meds having to do w/ chemo (2nd round chemo here - last one was 3-4 years ago). so if I am going to be taking pills, why not add an extra 2-3 pills to make me "feel better" and potentially clear my mind a bit.

I know everyone is different but just asking questions and seeing how it effects you. wondering if my Suboxone Dr. would even go down that road; he knows I am having a tough time w/ the chemo and I am sure he MIGHT be willing to do so since he already scripts me both 16MG/bupe and 1MG/xanny (you dont usually find that form your Suboxone Dr. - bupe/benzo cross but he understands the anxiety part). and since he's a private Dr. and I pay the $140/visit he SHOULD have no problem putting in another 2 scripts. my one concern is he might just want to try the wellburtrin first before adding on another anti-depressant on top which goes well w/ the wellburtrin from what I read the last few days since catching your original post.

only taking:

4MG bupe - trying to get down to 2MG - which I can do but feel a little UGH in the AM
4000MG keppra - strictly taken for seizures
1600MG gaba - asked original as a pleasure type drug but after a while its just become another thing to take in the AM for seizures; kinda a pain in the ass and wish I never asked for this to be added on w/ my keppra; this is coming from my neurologist, not my Suboxone Dr. I tried dropping the GABA but too harsh of a withdrawal to put up w/ now; however, I can easily take half, or even a quarter of the dosage per day and get by.

the:

1MG xanax - hardly take
100MG seroquel - once or twice a week to help sleep but w/o taking nightly its a bit harsh when getting up in the AM; you feel stuck to the bed. I remember at one point I was taking this nightly and didnt feel as bad in the AM; there is no WD's so nothing to worry about there but somehow just stopped because I was sick of all the pills, man.
 
1 mg clonazepam
loots of seroquel- was up all night dominating an 8ball of hard. Im so tired!
2mg suboxone
 
[MENTION=402323]IMtrying[/MENTION] With your seizure hx Wellbutrin is potentially problematic and many physicians would ve reluctant to prescribe it. That said it sounds like you could benefit from an antidepressant. Asking your bupe dr is reasonable, mine has prescribed antidepressants and other psychiatric medications without issue. Especially if he is private pay it is perfectly viable. Even your care physician it's worth speaking to about antidepressant possibilities, it's not necessarily necessary to see a psychiatrist if your case is not particularly complex.assuming we rule out Wellbutrin due o seizure history there are a variety of other options as a first-line antidepressant and generally speaking one is not necessarily better than the other the process of selecting psychiatric medications is often a case of trial and error and more Art than Science.
 
My last blast of ice, if i had to guess ide say a .2/g slammer maybe .25-3mg but who knows for sure, followed by 1mg of xanax an hour later. Also made sure to take my bp meds so my heart doesnt explode and also took my dailly 100mg of 5-htp. Lets see how today goes, up for 25 hours and probably wont sleep until tonight when i kill off the ice with a healthy dose of seroquel
 
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Every morning....
Vitamins A through D...Milk Thistle (for my liver damage)...Krill oil....10MG of Methadone
All washed down with my coffee.
A real eye opener!
 
thelung said:
48mg of methadone ... hrrrmmm not enough thats for sure
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Many people would look at 48 MG of Methadone and say..."WHAT? How is he alive?"
I've been on Methadone for back pain for almost 10 years, (another 10 years with other meds) and at one point I had worked my way up to 80 (really!) 10MG pills per day.
I had a tolerance like a horse! Now my prescription is for 10MG twice a day, and there are days I can do with half of that.
 
Poppy Paul said:
Many people would look at 48 MG of Methadone and say..."WHAT? How is he alive?"
I've been on Methadone for back pain for almost 10 years, (another 10 years with other meds) and at one point I had worked my way up to 80 (really!) 10MG pills per day.
I had a tolerance like a horse! Now my prescription is for 10MG twice a day, and there are days I can do with half of that.
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I'm just mad because my clinic lowered my dose because i got a dirty UA for benzos. i know of no other mmt clinic that does this... so im a little bitter.
 
Today for breakfast I'm having...

Eggs, bacon, and an everything bagel with garden vegetable cream cheese
Two cups of coffee
20mg Dexedrine XR
300mg Gabapentin
0.5mg Clonazepam
One or two fat bowls of Blue Dream
Nicotine
Aaaaaaand a nice bump of U4770! (~30mgs ish)

About to do some homework. Is there a more perfect way to start the day? I think not....heaven, thy name is U4 (more like U4ria, amirite?)
 
u4ia is slang for 4-mar iirc which is a way better drug
don't muddle the waters
doesn't that u-over-9000 stuff build tolerance like a mofo?
like the dex though
and blue dream was about the only named strain of weed I remember liking
 
I am so not hip to the modern weed scene
not only did I only hear about "dabs, shatter" here but
you have measured milligrams of thc now?
and someone else ITT had measured nicotine in their hookah?
I thought part of the charm of plant drugs was not knowing lol
which is kinda why I always preferred chemicals
(except for the ron of course which is a plant drug enough)
 
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