10 bong hits or so of homegrown Blue Ryder..... at 8 am 1 mg xanax then 60 mgs of methadone at 8:45 then went to the dentist at 9:15.... they didnt start till 9:30 so I excused myself and ate 2 mg xanax bar...... this was at about 9:20 so at 9:45 half way through or so the cleaning I was feeling like jello in the chair barely any pain (and they were being rough as fuck , the dones hadnt kicked in completely but maybe like 35-40%...... the xanax helped a lot though and the buzz from those has just worn off and im flying off the bong hits and dones. I will stop smoking soon though cause I got work from 5-10:30 and I can't be too forgetful. Thankfully the xanax was free and the dones I got in a good trade. So cheap day, I have so much debt... just lost a 1700$ court case..... owe my dad 200 more for the imac I got...... I have 780$ of medical debt when I got assaulted (6 years old dont care anymore) and I owe another landlord like $300 (6 years old), owe 2 person 360 dollars, and another 50 but 1 person owes me 900 and another 300.... so shit happens.....I my dad technically 1400 dollars for lawyer representations but he doesn't really expect (think I will pay him)......really... but when I graduate and am making some alright money and can support myself 100% completely I will pay him back in large increments 3-5 hundred at a time, just send him checks and sign it for "debt" He might not take it since he is just proud that I got my ged , started college am maintaining a B average... not to mention kept the same job for 15 months and will be getting a raise soon and possibly a shot at manager........ I also quit heroin and other drugs, I only use marijuana , and methadone now. If shrooms come around (about 5 times a year) I will take partake once a year when I hear a certain batch is extra potent. I think I got my life together prety well now, and since I am so safe about everything I do when I aprty they even let me grow plants twice in the last 4 years in their house! Although I wont ever be doing it again it was so cool of them to allow me to do so.