a tiny bump a' deisel dope to get me outta bed, like everyday. chainsmoking newports and 2 chambers full of my iOlite handheld vaporizer on the way to work... i was late like an hour and a half..haha
Jeezus, I was in the hospital recently and somehow talked the doc to giving me 6mg of hydromorphone IV every 4 hours, 20 mg oral oxycodone every 4 hours and 1mg IV ativan every 8 hours and every time i would press the button for the nurse i would be so excited, but 6 mgs along with oxy and ativan had me FLOORED. Some of the nurses were bitches though and would give it to me SUPER SLOW so I wouldnt enjoy the rush ( they knew i did IV heroin) but the young nurses would give it to me fast and i would get that great rush! lol
WEll the other day I stated that I waz choosing to be sick that mornign because i was saving my methadone dose. I Saved 2 days of carries up. 60mgs each. And today was the morning I get to indulge. Man those 2 days with methadone sucked. KNowing that I could have taken a drink anytime and felt better.
SO I drank my 2 carries at 120mgs together at 6am. Then I gotta wait till 9 30am to get my daily drink. That will bring to 180mgs of methadone. I ran outa diphenhydramine the other day and forgo to buy some..ugh. SO at 9 30 when I get my other drink im going to buy some diphenhydramine to take with it. 50mgs...hmmm I cant wait.
Ohh yeah and some "Hawaiian Kush". About a .2gram bong hit this morning left. After my dealer wakes up im going to grab some more.