uhg
the norm...
every morning for around the past
175~ mornings, until i am rewarded for my
24/7 confusing progressing morphing pain disease, with
hopefully methadone or a sensible longer half-life
opioid, for crying out loud...
................
wake up with shivering w/d's, rib/shoulder blade body bone pain/inflammation, and varying nausea...
15mg oxy
start making 4 shots espresso
smoke rollie cig
prepare coffee
roll joint- today a salad of (durban x thai) x C99, super sativa, that i grew, and bit more mr nice(G13 x Hash Plant) Indica dominant, superb at fighting nausea, general body inflammation, "nerve storm".
part way through j, the w/d's start to leave, and a few itches and scratches pop up.
then + 7.5-15mg more oxy 20-30 minutes after getting well, depending on pain level -
if leaving house definitely ++ more oxy & mmj.
.5-1mg clonazapam -
finish coffee.
walk out side well for another rollie.
as im about to do, after rolling cig, taking last gulp of iced breve, after 75 minutes of being up.
*auto mundane*
i usually depend in BL for the variables in my morning mash...
