some sublingual fentanyl... this is a fucked up situation my mom is over prescribed meds (4 perc 10's a day, 6 xanax 1 mg's a day, 75 mcg patch every 48 hours) She is diabetic and has neuropathy and chronic migraines.... she used to fair fine on 3 percocet 10's a day and three 0.5 mg xanax... but now shes bumped up massively on the meds and her pain level hasnt changed... whats worse is she is taking sometimes double the daily dose and she NEVER wears a months worth of patches the way they are prescribed... she is using the gel on her gums, sometimes eating 2 patches in a day with xanax and percocet on top of that.... my dad found her so intoxicated in the kitchen she was talking to people that werent there today.... he doesnt trust her so he watches her puts on the patch to make sure shes WEARING it.... but she goes in the bathroom right away as soon as he's outside the house and eats a bunch of gel.....
He knows that I beat my heroin addiction 4 years ago and barely fuck with opiates anymore, and when i do I keep it under control. So in fear of her overdosing from the remaining gel in the patch he ripped it off of her and awarded it to me.... now im buzzing on fent but stressing over my ma's
Its totally fucked up, he has threatened to divorce her if she continues this and she still does... eventually he is going to leave her for a younger, more attractive, functioning woman and when that happens I fear my Mom will die...... He is the only one that keeps her addiction and drug use SOMEWHAT in check... without him... shes going to OD..... Maybe I should posted this in TDS and I probably will make a thread now that I think about it... but I just got started and had to get it out....