NightLight*
Bluelighter
100ug fentanyl iv
35mg oral morphine
25mg promethazine
50mg 5htp
Northen Lights
& 1 milk shake
35mg oral morphine
25mg promethazine
50mg 5htp
Northen Lights
& 1 milk shake

man if you can get by on lower doses do it. I went up to 115 and shouldn't have. Never go above 100 that's my word of advice as it will make you soooooooooo annnoyed and those buzzes or tired feelings I called them last 3 months tops maybe.......be positive don't use and do well man. On that note yea its thanksgiving but 30mg ir. Then 1 15mg dex span then a half an adderall and now anotherwell.. started on 20,30,40,50,55,60,65,75mg of methadone all these increases have happend within 3 weeks so i havn't developed too hardcore of a tolerance, yesterday i got my last dose increase they're willing to give me...
So today's morning fix was 80mg Methadone(16mL of "Biodone" solution that literally is a solution and not a fucking syrup, no sugar or sweetners in this just good old bitter opioid taste! and some preservative/red food colouring)
and my valium taper is still kicking ass, i'm down to 7.5mg, within 3 weeks i shall be completely free of this addiction, the other one i'm no where near even thinking about stopping... But overall i'm still impressed i was able to give away a 90mg a day valium habit..
Methadone is still getting me buzzed(albiet its a very learned high in alot of ways) and i def dont want to go any higher in my dosages now, i'm going to just enjoy my buzzes from now on until it fades away to a gentle moodlift, then to nothing, in which hopeforly by then my mind has started to change and i'm feeling positive about looking at reducing my methadone dose and evantually coming off it.
so ahh,
80mg methadone
7.5mg valium
few bong hits of fairly nice bud.