350mg tramadol (the lovely white, round AN 367s)
20mg methylphenidate (instant-realease Ritalin)
2mg lorazepam(1mg Watson generic for 1mg Ativan)
and just now, 0.5mg lorazepam(the tiny, tiny, tiny Roche generics) sublingual right after snorting the 20mg methylphenidate to control my heart rate a bit.
it's been months since i've done tramadol, or any other opiate for that matter, so the tram feels absolutely fucking lovely.
i've still got 200mg tramadol (4 generic AN627 50mg Ultram) and 6mg lorazepam(5 1mg generic Watson Ativan tablets, and 2 Roche 0.5mg tablets that melt away) and and a small bowl of Spice leftover from yesterday.
also thinking about riding my bicycle to the store to get a beer, it being memorial day and all.
Ahhh, man...damn it feels good to be a relapsa.(to the tune of "damn it feels good to be a gangsta")